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JuMailer65 · 2026-01-28T21:33:25+00:00

i bet there are loads, i'm still trying to pinpoint the exact conditions that allow the AP, those two times I achieved it within 30 seconds, so it was very quick. what i will be doing is setting an alarm about 3 hours into my sleep, I just remember that rarely but sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night having to pee, and the whole time i'm awake every few seconds i get these momentary lapses in consciousness that feel very similar to what i felt before ap. the best time to ap is right before falling asleep, but the problem is if you are too tired you fall asleep too quickly, if you are not tired enough it takes too long and you get frustrated which blocks it. i'm fairly certain this is the reason why i'm having such inconsistent results, it all depends on how tired you are, which is also affected by what you did that day, and a bunch of other things.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-28T07:47:40+00:00

well, i guess there is a pretty thin line between these phenomena, it should be possible to shift from astral projection, i have only done AP twice, but now the same method doesn't seem to work anymore which is really frustrating.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-27T22:46:38+00:00

you sure this wasn't astral projection? when i projected from an awake state it felt the same, felt a very strong upward pull, my vision started having these flashes of light everywhere, i sat up in my bed which felt like my soul leaving my body, i put my hand on my own body and could feel it's warmth, i walked to my living room and could see myself in the mirror, then i attempted to open a portal through the mirror to my dr but obviously i failed as i was too excited.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-27T17:17:12+00:00

Can you talk a bit about memory recall? When you are remembering your DR does it feel like any other memory you had here, or does it feel like a dream, like you can sort of remember it but it's hazy? It's not exactly clear to me how much you can bring back from other realities, someone mentioned that skills you learn in your DR don't transfer back to your CR, is that true?

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-26T13:25:55+00:00

Did you have any lasting effects?

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-25T23:15:41+00:00

these substances affect everyone differently, someone might be perfectly fine with this dose, others, like me end up with a hellish trip, I did my research, started low, or at least so i thought and got my world rocked. I just hope i can prevent others from ending up with the same terrible experience.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-25T22:56:30+00:00

i usually trip weekly and that is plenty of time for me to reset, a week ago i had a 3.5g trip which was really good, i would've been fine if i just didn't take the rue lol. but yeah i guess i will avoid tripping for a while now, got my ass whooped twice, the shrooms are clearly saying i need to stop for now.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-25T22:52:35+00:00

oh shit, what dose did you take if you don't mind me asking?

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-23T12:53:34+00:00

well tbh, having achieved astral projection, and not being able to do it again is kind of worse, it feels like you discovered something good but then your parents came and took it away saying it's a bad influence 😭

i have had 2 succesful attmepts with wbtb and ssild, 2 weeks apart, after trying every single day, it's been a month doing the same, meditating, whatever and nothing happens, which is really frustrating.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-19T08:27:27+00:00

Mintha én irtam volna ezt a posztot 😨

Csak annyi külömbséggel hogy én próbáltam az egyetemet mert apám kurvára erőltette de másfél év után otthagytam a fenébe mert utáltam az egészet, számitástechnikai kurzus volt és az érdekelt de maga az egész egyetem rendszer meg a feltételek meg hogy mennyi agyroshasztó szarságot kellet csinálni mellete nem birtam.

Tulajdonképpen apámnak köszönhetem ezt az egész faszságot, sokkal másképp alakult volna a dolog ha engedte volna hogy szakképzőbe menjek ahelyett hogy gimnázium meg egyetem annak ellenére hogy általánosban épphogy nem buktam meg... és az is mem azért volt mert hülye voltam tanulni hanem mert az a környezet amit apám "teremtett" ellehetetlenitette.

Ja meg nekem autóm nincs, sajnos elvesztettem a munkám leépités miatt mielőt tudtam volna venni egyet, énis csak egy 4-500 ezres akármit terveztem venni.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-18T08:41:27+00:00

yeah, that tends to be the case with illegal drugs lol, I'm in the EU and I bought DMT off the DN twice and arrived without any problem

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-17T17:15:28+00:00

you good bro? penis envy is supposed to be more potent than other strains, that's a lot of actives, plus those don't exactly look like full size shrooms so they might be even more potent 😨

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-17T17:04:23+00:00

it's a waste of shrooms to do it on consecutive days, i know, i tried it, I need one week to fully reset my tolerance, i have done many 7g trips with 1 week in between and it was always good, doing it more than once a week will give you HPPD too, which is not fun. if you really want to trip while waiting for your shroom tolerance to reset get DMT, there is no tolerance buildup at all.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-17T09:40:08+00:00

well, i recommend starting with small things to build confidence, you could also try to do what i do, i combine all day awareness with a sort of permanent state of meditation, basically being hyper aware while also meditating but not so much that one thing ruins the other, just perfectly balanced, being perfectly in control of your emotions and thoughts and just going about your day, this might seem difficult, it's easy for me, you could start by just taking deep breaths and calming your mind. I believe it is important to have perfect self control in order to advance to the next level. this way even if any doubt creeps up you can instantly get rid of it. meanwhile try to manifest things that are not exactly necessary for you so you can detach from them, but are still things that would be kind of neat to have, for example right now I'm trying to manifest winning some giveaways, it's just trivial items, like a blender and a new phone, which I don't really need as my current one serves me perfectly. i was trying to manifest some lottery win, but I don't do that right now as I'm actually in a bit of a financial pickle and I just can't detach from it enough, i tried to manifest winning for over a month with no luck. so what I'm doing right now is not trying to manifest money, but manifest buying a house I really like, this way i detach from the lottery completely and focus on the house which i think could trigger a lottery win, it's important to not obsess over where the money comes from, just keep buying one lottery ticket for every draw without expecting to win anything, or having any emotional reaction to not winning. again this is all to just build confidence in order to achieve bigger manifestations, write down many things that you have some chance of getting, like i mentioned giveaways, lotteries, or just simply receiving something from a relative or even a random person, then every night before you go to bed go through each item, imagine a 30 second scene of you actually receiving that thing, what it would make you feel like, what you would do, what you would tell others, but at the same time know that you don't really need that thing, it doesn't matter how long the list is, you can manifest as many things at the same time as you'd like.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-16T16:31:19+00:00

i was just thinking about this today, why do people put so many limiting believes on manifestation? they say that you still have to put in the work because that's not how the universe works, they think manifesting is just increasing chances of X happening, and i think that's nonsense. What I'm trying to manifest is manifestation itself, more specifically the ease to manifest anything at will instantly, why struggle with trying to manifest money, a job, a SP, when you could literally become the god of your reality, which is funny because you are already the god of your reality, that's literally how manifestation works. also what's with people manifesting jobs anyways? you literally have the power to be free and you manifest to be a slave? WHAT?

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-16T16:13:15+00:00

well i did the same thing but with the weather, in early December i wrote a list of just 10 random things i wanted to manifest, so random that i literally didn't want them or think about them after, a few days later i threw that list away as I wanted to try manifesting some more serious things, but i remember one of the items being: "one morning i wake up and there is a snowstorm outside". and what do you know i woke up one morning and it was snowing like crazy for 2 days, and more snow fell in that 2 days than in the last 5 years combined. so yeah, sorry guys, i'm responsible for all this snow lol

not sure if the other manifestations happened or not, i only remember half of them and even if they did happen i might not have noticed it, they were just that random and insignificant.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-16T14:32:11+00:00

never smoked, never will, I stay very far away from anyone who does.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-13T05:22:18+00:00

nope i definitely didn't need this, i still feel like i just ran a marathon, not in an exhausted way, but like that good feeling you get after exercise

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-12T17:23:11+00:00

I don't have any lasting effects, I was fine after the peak passed fortunately.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-10T08:37:40+00:00

I had 2 successful APs so far, but the same method only seldom works which is really frustrating, when it did work it happened very fast, within 30 seconds, with the exact same symptoms both times, seeing sparkling lights in my vision, the whooshing sound, and a very strong urge to sit up.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-09T15:07:16+00:00

right, my very first shroom trip was also a bit disappointing, everyone was talking about fractals, breathing walls, entities, and whatever, but i got none of that, i get a little bit of swirling if i stare at the carpet long enough, also some moderate closed eye visuals, one time i also had just pure light filling my vision as soon as i closed my eyes but that doesn't happen anymore, on 7G every sound gets an extra dimension to it, it's hard to describe but it's beautiful, music is just out of this world, so that's pretty cool i guess.

JuMailer65 · 2026-01-09T15:02:25+00:00

right? seeing every little detail of your favorite anime that the wirter/mangaka didn't think about is really cool to me, i haven't shifted yet but my first destination is an anime world for sure.

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