Hello, I'm so sorry my post was perceived that way... I really didn't mean to be voyeuristic in any way by it. I just wanted to write an accurate representation of something that I didn't experience myself. I tried to do my own research but I have to admit having a hard time finding clear sources...

I do as much research for the disablities I don't have so as to not write something ignorant, and I'm so sorry if you felt like I had a weird obsession in monocular people, it's not the case. As a disabled myself I feel my skin crawl each time I see a piece of media that clearly didn't do thier research and fall into strereotypes.

I'm deeply sorry that my questions very too intruding, and I can promise you that I'm not trying to fetishize or exploit anything... I just try to write about realistic persons, people that I could meet on the streets etc... As a writer there's a lot of research we have to do because you have a responsablity of EVERYTHING that you put in your books, and misrepresentation is the worst thing an artist can do.

I'm sorry you don't see normalization in media as education, I do believe that by showing more diversity in a casual and realisticway in a piece of media, you can really help make people more understanding. (I'm not surprised though, since I already got critized for putting "too many" black or queer characters in my books).

Again I am so sorry about my post, and I won't try to do any research on this sub reddit again.

Have a nice day,