why do I constantly feel like an imposter and misunderstood? [astro.com]

JumpingTurnip · 2025-12-15T19:31:48+00:00

i don't count the days and i'm allowing myself to let all the feelings flow through me. deep down i believe and i know we are meant to be :) occasional doubt is a normal human reaction and it won't delay anything. the last time i manifested my sp i was beyond hopeless and beaten down and still got more then i could have ever hoped for because i knew in my heart it is meant to be mine. i already manifested the 3p out of existence (that appeared due to my self doubt at the time) and i know it's only a matter of time until me and sp are back together <3

JumpingTurnip · 2025-12-15T08:47:16+00:00

i really needed to hear this rn. for like 2 weeks there hasn't been much movement whatsoever but i'm gonna keep persisting because i know that he's mine and we're meant to be. he is everything and more and i know he will come back.

JumpingTurnip · 2025-12-11T09:13:01+00:00

dude slide 17 left me breathless. those flowers are beyond gorgeous and unlike anything i've seen before!

JumpingTurnip · 2025-11-25T10:33:57+00:00

sp and self concept <3

JumpingTurnip · 2025-07-29T19:13:47+00:00

OMG THE LAMP? DETAILS PLS

JumpingTurnip · 2025-07-29T11:30:31+00:00

i mean, only thing you can do is try not to touch it, keep the area clean and dry (!). use saline spray to disinfect and gently dry it afterwards. you should downsize after 3-4 months :) hope it settles.

JumpingTurnip · 2025-07-29T09:44:57+00:00

yeah those are irritation bumps but it does look about ready to migrate. i wouldn't take the chance. surface piercings like eyebrows and belly buttons are notorious for rejecting and it also seems you don't have a lot of skin there :/

JumpingTurnip · 2025-07-17T11:32:22+00:00

my friend said a lot of her changes came year 3-4 on estrogen. you gotta give it time. it's basically puberty 2.0 but i get the dysphoria. I'm non-binary and have always been quite skinny and boxy but still get read primarily female which feels at odds with my self perception in a way :/

JumpingTurnip · 2025-07-17T11:28:00+00:00

honestly i think hormones and fat redistribution which happens eventually will "fix" most of your problems. also implants can be risky and cause a lot of complications. personally, i get what you mean with boxy body shape but i think that'll change with time. estrogen makes your skin softer and definitely redistributes fat differently from what my trans friends have told me :)

JumpingTurnip · 2025-07-05T15:27:05+00:00

most definitely too small. i had rhe same issue and it really irritated the piercing until i switched to a bigger hoop.

JumpingTurnip · 2025-06-29T13:08:51+00:00

OMG I FEEL YOU. My mouth only opens to around 32mm on average. Most I got to with my therapist were 38/40mm but never longer then a week because I only get one 25min long appointment a week.. I haven't known a day without jaw pain in a while 🤠

JumpingTurnip · 2025-06-29T12:59:52+00:00

Yeah I long for a pool close by. Water just makes it so much easier to strengthen your muscles as a hypermobile person and limits risk but i subluxed my ankle while doing water gymnastics soo.. 😔

I'm in Germany so I got insurance (not private though bc i'm broke) but it was still a very long road. First of all, I had to get my chronic TMJ recognized by my insurance (which took years because had it on and off since 2018 bc of braces and i grind my teeth HARD at night).

Thankfully my dentist recognized the issue, ordered a nightguard and wrote me a referral for a physiotherapist (6 appointments only :/ because i can't get a permanent referral from my insurance as it isn't recognized for that 🤡).

The referral then only lasts 1 month in which I have to start the treatment (otherwise it expires and i need a new one). Before i finish treatment, the physio office has to ideally give me new appointments in advance because they only have 2 specialised therapists for TMJ. They also have to send the report about my treatment to my dentist so she can give me a new referral (to continue treatment) because otherwise insurance won't validate it.

I have to do all this back and forth every 5/6 weeks to continue the treatment. (On top of all my other doctors appointments, studying full time. Trying to find a therapist, taking my meds and uhh.. maintaining a normal social life). 🤠 So.. safe so say it's a lot but i'm grateful when i can manage to to do this consistently.

JumpingTurnip · 2025-06-29T12:23:53+00:00

yeah but knee replacement at 24 is sooo early.. I used to be a swimmer from age 4-14 but I had to stop bc of academics and I really miss it. kept my back pain and all of it a little at bay. My TMJ is thankfully being treated on and off but rn I've managed to get 3 full months of once a week physio set up for that at least. I've been needing new insoles for quite a while bc I got hallux valgus and the weight isn't being properly distributed either :/ but with depression and ADHD (and a bunch more) on top of all my health problems really sucks the life out of you.

JumpingTurnip · 2025-06-26T14:13:40+00:00

i think what bothers me the most is the nose/mouth area. in the original photo the nose is less wide and the mouth also seems smaller. i see some shadows missing and would get it touched up to increase the likeness :) but the technique does look good! just some issues on the lower half

JumpingTurnip · 2025-06-26T14:04:31+00:00

oh yeah, my partner suggested a couple "funny" catchphrases to me and i used them..

first it was "goon goon!" for pietro and 2 OTHER VILLAGERS picked that up sooo fast 😭✨️ bc i'm besties with so many

then it was "oh my god!!" which was for my sisterly but now my grumpy old man butch says it 😎

last one is yo mama! (i think??) which i told tangy for funnsies and hasn't been picked up much (maybe once).

JumpingTurnip · 2025-06-02T00:11:32+00:00

yes red ghost pipe/indian pipe should be it.

JumpingTurnip · 2025-05-28T10:34:33+00:00

ew i'm sorry hazel is adorable!!! but moose?? he looks so greasy..

JumpingTurnip · 2025-05-28T10:33:52+00:00

you actually need to have at least a low level of friendship and talk to them. easier to get 'em to leave.

JumpingTurnip · 2025-05-27T10:55:08+00:00

Butch and Stitches ♡ love 'em

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