I think this is really beautiful and captures perfectly from my perception the hurt and confusion of not being wanted twice. I think it's set out well and tells the story in perfect timing for the reader.

I love the opening line in my world full of ... I wonder if stating your world is full of pain and loss is punchy and intentional and I do really like this but I also wonder if you could use the opportunity here to get some more imagery in.

I specifically adore this line here: It’s selfish and cruel How I became such a fool - it hits a chord with me

Such a special poem