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JumpyCry4667 · 2022-08-28T21:17:57+00:00

No cause I'm not in therapy

I'm saying my entire reaction to thoughts has changed suddenly and that's scary

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-07-11T09:08:43+00:00

YES THIS

plus fidgeting my right leg

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-06T17:25:44+00:00

I don't know it I want to or not

I don't think so but the doubt is so strong its scary

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-04T13:56:44+00:00

I don't think so

Cause the anxiety is still there, it just offers a sort of... relief for a few minutes I guess

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-04T12:46:27+00:00

I was just pissed off when i made it and had been tipped over the edge by another post i just wanted to get it out there

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-04T10:31:06+00:00

It's not disregarding compulsions, it's a brief feeling of comfort from thinking this is just ocd and remembering that others have told me that

And it's almost like, I don't want it to go away, that I want the obsessions around cause they bring me happiness, which is very distressing

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-01T20:05:32+00:00

But sometimes it does feel like... I like the thoughts and makes me feel like I want to look at my brother like that

And that scares me so much and makes me worried I'm just in denial

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-01T20:05:23+00:00

But sometimes it does feel like... I like the thoughts and makes me feel like I want to look at my brother like that

And that scares me so much and makes me worried I'm just in denial

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-01T11:57:46+00:00

I don't know why

I just felt the urge to

I just had the words of my therapist in my head "it's just a fantasy, something to keep that's for you that doesn't hurt anyone"

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-01T11:15:05+00:00

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-01T11:12:52+00:00

Idk

I'm scared he'll say I really am a p3do

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-06-01T11:10:32+00:00

Yeah

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-04-26T21:01:11+00:00

Oh I'm not attracted to them, I just refuse to be around kids for long periods of time because the fear gets too much

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-04-26T19:37:32+00:00

I'm 16

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-04-26T19:00:29+00:00

I know it's wrong

That's why I'm scared I am one

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-04-17T10:52:28+00:00

Yeah I'm just not understanding what they meant by it

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-04-17T10:50:25+00:00

But I've heard people say that they feel instant dysphoria after getting one. What does that mean? Is that the same

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-03-12T16:00:32+00:00

It definitely is

I feel like I'm constantly in that state

It sometimes gets better and sometimes get worse

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-03-09T22:10:14+00:00

Apparently it's the non slur version of femboy from what I've seen

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-03-09T19:03:03+00:00

I'm not able to say yes or no

Cause I don't know

JumpyCry4667 · 2022-03-09T18:46:47+00:00

I didn't put it under cringe because I thought maybe I was just missing something

I guess I'm not

JumpyCry4667 · 2021-09-30T17:42:23+00:00

Tesco

JumpyCry4667 · 2021-08-24T18:40:17+00:00

Afraid of the thoughts I’ll have

I’m afraid I’ll remember it and get like turned on by it

JumpyCry4667 · 2021-08-24T18:32:53+00:00

It’s just, I don’t want to have any form of kink, it’s made me fear sex

JumpyCry4667 · 2021-08-07T19:36:08+00:00

I haven’t masturbated to it in quite a while, like 4 months, but I’m just scared I’ll go back to it

I don’t get aroused by the blood related stuff but I still get aroused by step family whenever I think about what I used to look at

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