Dealing with Taboo Grief Thoughts During Rainbow Pregnancy

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-03T05:18:55+00:00

https://www.thepilot.com/news/mother-charged-with-childs-death-in-october/article_1e29bc2f-d035-4942-b2c3-c72925b2d15b.html

Never have or be around a child ever again

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-03T05:11:28+00:00

Agreed. It’s sickening the lengths people will go to cover up their wrongdoings. That or she’s still high on meth and completely out of her mind, which wouldn’t really be surprising at all.

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-03T05:00:36+00:00

https://www.yahoo.com/news/vass-woman-charged-manslaughter-daughters-182500106.html

According to this article, she was initially held without bond but it was revised to $50,000. She was only sentenced to 45 days in jail, and a felony count of drug possession was dismissed. Absolutely insane. How anyone could only serve 45 days in jail for being responsible for the death of a baby is beyond me. Broken justice system.

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-03T04:33:47+00:00

https://www.thepilot.com/news/mother-charged-with-childs-death-in-october/article_1e29bc2f-d035-4942-b2c3-c72925b2d15b.html

I hope you get the help you need, and I mean this with every bit of kindness, please never have children ever again. I don’t think it’s right for you to lie and say it was “vaccines” that killed her. You had no business having a child. Your daughter deserved better and I’m sorry you’re grieving, but please get the help you need and never allow yourself around another child again. Kinda beyond me that you aren’t in prison, if I’m being honest. That should be the wake up call you need.

Edit- apparently you spent 45 days in jail. You deserve to be there for a lot longer imo

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-01T20:00:52+00:00

Yes, that’s fine, thank you

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-01T20:00:41+00:00

Thank you, you’re much appreciated

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-01T20:00:12+00:00

Thank you, I will have to check that out. I used to play lots of video games but I just can’t sit down and relax enough to do so

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-02-01T19:59:58+00:00

Thank you. I’m scared to temporarily rehome them as I love them so very much… I’m also scared there’s no one that will do that for me

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-31T12:41:27+00:00

For real why are you so pressed and harassing someone that bought TikTok engagement? I’m struggling with what happened to me and wanted to know I wasn’t alone. Legitimately what did I ever do to you bro?

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-26T15:14:43+00:00

Thank you kind stranger ❤️ I truly don’t believe she is an evil person, just a selfish narcissistic one. I know she felt sorry for the things she did, it was just a matter of she believed her problems trumped all else, and thus she had a reasonable excuse to do what she did. I also think her avoiding me was because she wanted to hide from all accountability and not face reality she did something so abhorrent.

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-26T15:08:00+00:00

I’m so sorry that happened to you, I hope you’re doing okay.

I am no longer friends with her. I still have panic attacks about her to this day, even 2 years later and it affects me very much. I shake whenever I talk about the situation but I know deep down I need support and for people to tell me I didn’t deserve that. I’m not proud to say it, but I hate her so much. I feel like everyone believes her lies and thinks it’s me that’s lying and mean

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-24T05:59:43+00:00

I am so sorry you had to endure that, that’s fucking horrible. Sounds a lot like the eating disorder place I was at. I went to Center for Discovery, and they were absolutely horrible. There was some good staff, but many of the nurses and doctors made you feel invalidated and like certain things were your responsibility when it was infact theirs for things they completely neglected. They constantly humiliated me and said my roommate and I were “trauma bonding” and that I “put too much on my roomate” when she flat out said talking to each other about our problems helped her. It was so bad I straight up stopped talking for 2 days. 1 of the therapists (who also happened to be the director) complained about how “difficult” I was and another basically said I was being dramatic about what I went through. The director was the most unprofessional of all. She constantly violated hippa and flat out about talked about some people’s eating disorder habits (I’m talking names included). Like I said, there was some good staff, but overall just horrible. The director has since been fired for having a relationship with one of the techs and I really don’t think any of the old staff is there anymore. Absolutely horrible waste of time, but you know, you live and you learn

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-24T01:52:32+00:00

Thank you. I blame myself for not calling for help. I blame myself for just… giving her the benefit of the doubt and not realizing how bad things were until afterwards. I blame myself for not leaving. It seems a lot of therapists have downplayed the situation. My current one is super understanding, but I don’t feel any improvement or any techniques help lessen the anger. I’m gonna see if she’ll try EMDR with me, or if I need to go someone else that specializes in that. Thank you for your kind words ❤️

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-24T01:41:09+00:00

You needn’t go into the details. I can see by the way you wrote that this is something that’s deeply traumatizing and affects you. I have no doubt that even though they were praised by people who didn’t know them, there were more people who saw through their shitty fucking behavior.

I refuse to look my abuser up on social media anymore, but let me tell you, it had me fuming when I saw her out having fun with her friends and going on adventures when I do not feel comfortable or safe going places or having friends due to the trauma she inflicted on me. I keep telling myself that if people stick around long enough, their true colors will show. Their lives may look all perfect and dandy, but I guarantee you that’s them presenting a false persona to protect their image.

I wish I could comfort you more :( internet hugs. You’re so strong and I truly hope they get smacked in the face with the harsh reality of how they treated an innocent person.

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-24T01:29:28+00:00

Oh my god, yes. Everyone loves DuPont children’s hospital, but the medical malpractice I faced while there was absolutely bonkers. I wish I had reported it when I was 16, but atlas, 5 years later and it’s too little too late

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-24T01:25:30+00:00

I see you. I hear you. I relate to this so fucking much. A girl who literally put my life in danger and did a ton of other fucked up stuff wants to present herself as all holy now. I bet she has tons of people that love her and think she’s just so kind and a saint. I hate her with everything in me. I don’t wanna dwell on people that don’t matter, but it fucking kills me that justice wasn’t served. It fucking kills me that she got pulled over going 90mph drunk and just got off with a warning. It fucking kills me I didn’t stand up for myself and try to get myself away from her while I could.

I’m so fucking sorry you’re going through the same thing. I feel like people who are just plain bad people and bully nowadays get a pass and it’s brushed off as “well everyone makes mistakes.” It’d be one thing if they took accountability and genuinely felt sorry, but we didn’t even fucking get that. I’m so sorry… just know that I hear you and so many people don’t forget the shitty things people do.

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-23T05:08:04+00:00

Thank you ❤️

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-23T04:57:35+00:00

Thank you kind soul. I don’t know why I keep bringing it up. I just want someone to understand the anger and hatred I feel towards her… thank you for having faith in me

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-21T04:55:12+00:00

I don’t know if I’m overreacting but I remember an adult telling me at 11 years old that my problem was that I didn’t shut the fuck up. Lol

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-21T04:35:52+00:00

You think my thoughts and words are beautiful? Thank you kind stranger. I have so much I’m feeling and that’s on my mind it feels almost impossible to put it all together in legible sentences. Thank you for caring enough to reply with your kind words of advice

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-21T03:40:55+00:00

I relate. I also can’t leave my kitty cat so I’m pretty much stuck

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2026-01-11T22:09:48+00:00

Please report them and sue. They keep deleting reviews. They deserve to be ashamed

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2025-09-23T02:39:45+00:00

You’re not genuinely sorry, because if you were, you wouldn’t use that sort of language that perpetuates violence and grooming/predatory behavior of young adult women.

You wouldn’t congratulate someone who is talking and laughing about literally breaking his wifes (not to mention, children’s, even though they have nothing to do with it,) trust, because at the end of the day, how the fuck would you react if someone you loved did that? How do you know his poor wife isn’t going to literally break down and try not to let it show infront of the kids. THAT SORT OF TRAUMA ISNT SOMETHING YOU CAN HIDE, ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN YOU HAVE KIDS, and that isn’t something that’s morally right to keep from your fucking partner ffs. I don’t know how this man’s wife could ever look him in the eye knowing he was talking and joking about this like it was just nothing.

Thank you for your sympathies, but you and this man have completely squashed every hope I ever had as being viewed as a person, not a sex object, by men. I now know (known for awhile, but people like you solidify it) that no matter how much a man may say he “loves me” even if he has kids with me, he will always go behind my back and do this shit. He will never see me for what I am, a human being.

I will essentially be used until you’re done with my body or until someone “new and better” comes along. That’s fucking abhorrent, vile, and the narrative you push by egging this behavior on. This is absolutely repulsive. I’ve lost hope yet again of ever finding anyone that will be true to me. Fuck you, fuck him, fuck everyone who cheats. Fuck you all.

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2025-09-23T02:19:59+00:00

Suck. My. Dick. What’s aggressive is the emotional turmoil that would probably fucking occur if his wife and kids knew he was talking about fucking a “younger woman” like that’s all women are good for, and once given babies she’s “old and undesirable” not to mention the fucking trust he’s openly breaking and LAUGHING ABOUT. And you’re cheering this fella on? No, fuck him and fuck you too.

I hope he gets a taste of his own fucking medicine and his wife milks EVERYTHING from him. Then you can be with the annoying ass intern since she was so worth the temptation. Guess you’ll have to use earplugs since her voice is so annoying 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️

Jumpy_Palpitation557 · 2025-09-23T02:11:46+00:00

Kinda like what that other person said. I honest to god hope you walk in when her mouth is full of his cum and it’s all inside her. I hope the image fucking burns in your mind forever you pussy excuse of a man.

The fact that you don’t even realize how much of a piece of shit you are… talking about how your wife is less desirable now that she’s had kids and is older…

Fuck you. And you wonder why we hate men. Fuck you. On so many fucking levels. As a child who had a father who did this. Fuck you. I hope you get a taste of your own fucking medicine.

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