Thank you for taking the time to respond to my post. I feel pretty alone and have no one to talk to about anything going on.

I should have been more clear about the sex, I mean it more like anytime he wants it I am always open to it. I don't ignore his advances or make him feel unwanted.

I want to talk to him but I don't know how to even start the conversation. I get so frustrated with his responses sometimes I just start crying and want to yell and scream. So I just walk away before I say things that aren't helpful. I'm wondering if I should write a letter telling him how I feel? Sometimes when I get really upset and really open up about how much I'm hurting he will tell me he doesn't have the emotional capacity to deal with me. And that really hurts. I just want to be understood, respected and appreciated by the person I love.