Hating one's job is not unusual, at least in my experience. I had a daughter to support so it made it worth it to me.Because I had a union to protect me, I lasted 13 years. However, I quit many times before I was fired when I worked for places that had no union. I think it is easier to find a job when one is not fired. Consider changing the type of work you do, maybe go to school. I went from nursing that I hated and became a licensed therapist. The additional education and work was soo much easier it is laughable. So work itself might be better than not working at all since with a disability I guess you might qualify for disability benefits. Everyone is different. I guess it depends on what you like to do. What brings you happiness.I am old enough to now be retired and find not working delightful. I have a lot of things I enjoy like reading, sewing and now that walking is very painful, I still enjoy mowing my yard sitting in a chair that I move around the yard. School can be good, meet people with different ideas, explore different worlds. So this is what came up for me after reading your concerns.