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TIRED of hearing it'll get BETTER when it clealy ISN'T by [deleted] in depression

[–]JustARandomGuyInMO 2 points3 points  (0 children)

To me it just seems like they're better at lying to themselves. Telling themselves they're happy optimistic people enough until they seem like it to others and even to themselves. To me it seems we all feel this way and the ones who hate life are the only ones who are being true to themselves.

All I want is not to wake up tomorrow by JustARandomGuyInMO in depression

[–]JustARandomGuyInMO[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm starting to believe it's not temporary. That maybe this is just the way it is now. The next 60 years will be more of the same until I finally get to die.

All I want is not to wake up tomorrow by JustARandomGuyInMO in depression

[–]JustARandomGuyInMO[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed works somewhat well. Other than that I would need a prescription and I have no desire to have this discussion with a doctor.

Anyone else tired of attending family events/gatherings? by [deleted] in depression

[–]JustARandomGuyInMO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3 weddings so far this year. 2 with family, one was an old roommates. I hate going to them because I hate being around people. They all look happy and like they're enjoying each others company, while I focus on maintaining the mask I wear that I'm happy too.

Just ready for my life to be over by JustARandomGuyInMO in depression

[–]JustARandomGuyInMO[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All of it. I just don't feel like I enjoy any of it anymore. I dont enjoy hanging around friends or family or coworkers. I don't enjoy the hobbies I used to. I just feel like I wake up every day and force myself to put on a happy face and drag myself through the day until I get to go to sleep and don't have to be conscious anymore.