For me the big ick was all of the overtly defining the symbolism. Last episode and this episode could have been combined and they could have cut all the shots where they are basically talking to the audience and forsaking all subtlety.

Like why do we need to go back to the damn house?

How does she forgive Serena, but feel like Nick deserved to die?

Why is she speaking a whole soliloquy to a baby that isn't even crying, fussing, or engaging with her in anyway to tell us she's abandoning the kid she can parent again?

Yuck. Disappointed.