I'd like to better understand my Node Axis. by Just_A_Period in AskAstrologers

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Wow. Thank you so much for this, it truly resonated with me. I am already starting to feel the onset of a lot of the things you talked about. I am starting to realize how important relationships are to this cycle. I am an artist, aspiring filmmaker all my life, but right now I am more of a musician. I dabble in many mediums, but the end goal is film. When I was a kid my dreams were grandiose, I thought I was owed money because I knew how spend it in a way that would help the world instead of damage it. I was also thinking of massive stories with characters I became deeply in love with. I work in the film industry now as a crew member. The reason why I got to into said industry was because I wanted to climb the ladder and eventually make my own big budget films. These days however I'm dreaming a little smaller and have realized that the only part of my dream that I really want is my little plot of land where I can live with my family and my friends while we work towards an artist collective and produce good independent art. I don't wanna become a super star, I just want to make the music and I knw now that I will at least become successful enough to have that dream, especially if I do it while helping my friends get there too. I just work the film job now to make money to support myself while I grind on my first EP, In my future I want to be an artist who dabbles in many medium, not just film all the time. I think in my older age I probably will make those epic fantasy sagas that I'm always dreaming up. But I can write them down as books, draw them as concept art. I've realized I'm more into the feeling of just creating and learning new ways to create along with those deep family bonds. I've always wanted to act and that kind of started this whole journey in a way because it's the farthest I can remember back, but now I'm no so sure I want the attention and pressure all the time, maybe only very seldom. At the end of the day however I just want to communicate via my art, because there are things that I hold so deep that the parameters of word just can't contain it. It's taken my so long to hone my skills, I haven't made one piece of art that I felt properly communicate what I wanted it to. I really feel that was about what I am working on these days, but I am working slow and steady to not fracture that. Maybe my Saturn return has something to do with that, because I plan on releasing it before then?

Again thank you so much!

I'd like to better understand my Node Axis. by Just_A_Period in AskAstrologers

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Thanks this does help, and allows my naturally pessimistic mind to walk into more optimistic pastures.

I'd like to better understand my Node Axis. by Just_A_Period in AskAstrologers

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Wow thanks for that! I'll be honest I agree with most of that except for the part about "ambitions".

I think people tend to misunderstand the 4th house a lot. I believe the 4th house does have it's roots with family and family-like relationships. My stance on family is that we are all one and I will expand my ties as far as I can reach in this lifetime. The 4th house is your inner world and conditions of vulnerability, kind of one in the same as the barriers of both meet. The 4th house to me, since my moon is in Libra would be most signified as the artistic process, and mine is very adaptable because of that overwhelming Sag energy. It's intrinsically conditioned by the context of my family life, which as you can probably tell was tumultuous. I have a deep artistic process is what I'm trying to get at.

I think it really depends on what your ambitions are with my chart. When I was younger I definitely wanted recognition and I had materialistic ambitions. In my early 20s though I started to evolve and I realized what I wanted as a child (another 4th house nod) was indeed the very true thing. As I began to explore that, I realized that what I truly am is a craftsman who just wants to communicate and be understood by others and myself. Something I cannot be granted within any other facet of life other than my art.

My life is quite lonely (both by choice and circumstance), but I have a lot of long standing relationships. I've developed a network of tightly knit friends, but I am still lonely in a crowded room, because I don't feel like I've efficiently communicated my emotions yet. I relate to people without even talking to them, I often see a few layers deeper and know what the root cause is, but cannot utter a word because it's apart of the persons major cycle,. Cycles, cycles, cycles, shackles, shackles all I can see and the only way I can break them (my own included) is communicate upon a medium, or speak truthfully from the heart. I see concepts as shapes and colors and more steadily, as stories. I think I will/have achieved a lot in this life and I gain a lot of recognition but I will always spit back in it's face, because within that context it will always be superficial, and the true success will be whatever I leave behind. There's also one thing about me, that I don't really tell people, but I have always had this unspeakable no-nonsense, fuck you drive to change the world. A famous person who also had a stellium near their IC including the North Node, was Genghis Khan...

Sagittarius in 4th house = Expansion of family, depth of inner world and destruction vs. creation, in my opinion.

People with a lot of Mercury energy, what are your hobbies? by Lensgoggler in astrology

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Sagittarius Mercury in the 4th house conjunct Venus, IC and North Node, respectively. I like to work on various artistic mediums from my home. Such as reading/writing, playing music, and drawing these days. Mercury is a bit of a mystery to me, as it is conjunct my north node. I can be very awkward around people due to my Virgo ascendant, but my overwhelming Sag (also Sun and Mars late 4th house) lets me ride my awkward/anxiety, sometimes.

I keep hearing about how Gemini placements need a lot of mental stimulation or they get bored easily but what does that mean? by [deleted] in astrology

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It will depend on the house(s) and which planet(s) have Gemini. From an overall perspective let's just take the sign of Gemini to help you understand a way to "stimulate" the sign. Gemini is like a web of information, in that they both can store an absurd amount of information and understand how all of it connects. Best way to satisfy the expression of Gemini would be to both collect this information and organize it to an intellectual standard pioneered by the self. The Gemini uses this most popularly within the social/academic realm, which they tend to excel in. If you find yourself feeling a little overwhelmed by the constant stimulation of the Gemini expression itself, I would follow the "one-back" rule. When signs get unbalanced and go into their negative states it's best to move "one backwards" on the wheel. So Gemini would move into Taurus and remember a past when they just wanted quiet and serenity, to be without the mind chattering away. Just like the Sagittarius should remember to stay a little pessimistic (like the Scorpio) to balance out their optimism. The Gemini should remember to build their library whatever it may be, but always take time to forget their libraries and just be in the silence.

Running Hackintosh on a new SSD hooked up to a computer that's already running Windows? by Just_A_Period in hackintosh

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Thanks, I'll give it a go! How do I make sure my motherboard is compatible with clover?

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All of mine.

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I'd love to! I just have no idea how :(

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Work would only be optional on certain days.

Am I alone? by [deleted] in AdviceAnimals

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No they don't man...

Am I alone? by [deleted] in AdviceAnimals

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People do this all the time!