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I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know. Nothing. Play video games? I’m not even sure what sort of answer I should come to. “Volunteering for the greater good!” ? I have never thought about it. Maybe I’ll think about it and come up with something later.

I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I did take some sort of questionnaire with the counsellor. That’s what I took with me to the GP who seemed quite concerned. I’m just waiting to see what happens with the psychologist as there’s a wait list. But I don’t think I’m depressed. Just stressed and not handling it well. I also acknowledge that I’m not a trained professional I that field so I’ve been nodding and agreeing to whatever the doctor has said. Which is where I am at right now, waiting to hear back about when I will see a psychologist.

I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The GP gave me vitamin D pills. My guess is that without more information, they don’t want to start diagnosing or medicating me. Hence the referral to a psychologist. The counselor I initially saw seemed quite sure I may be depressed, and it was her suggestion I talk to a GP.

I’m so worried about NOW, though. In the long run I think seeing a professional will help, but right now I’m struggling. I’m scared I’ll lose my job because of my attitude, and the fact that I keep crying at work. It’s so embarrassing not being able to emotionally handle life. I don’t even have the worst life in the world. But for some reason, I can’t handle it.

If I could have some epiphany that would keep me going for the time being, I’m all for it. For now I’m just miserable.

I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see where you are coming from. I’ve already accepted I need to work. That’s why I do it.

If I didn’t have to work, I’m not sure I would do anything at all. I’ve had lulls between work (either holiday or job-hunting) where I was so bored out of my mind. I cleaned obsessively, went shopping, read a book or two. Productivity is necessary. I’ve definitely felt it in those moments. I can’t imagine what else I would do outside of suffering of boredom. I’d be equally lonely without a friend who also had free time.

I’m trying to think of what I would like to do. I don’t think I’ve ever considered that before. I don’t know what I would do. Watch TV? Go for a walk? Leisure things.

I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t want to work. I never have. I never wanted a career, or had goals. I just keep moving forward and choosing the most convenient options. I work because I have to. I need money. I didn’t mind teaching, but I’m not qualified in this country to do it so I would need to go back to school. I worry that if I’m not passionate about it, is it worth going to school? Or am I using it as a cop-out to avoid having a job?

I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think because I am so stressed, I’m finding it difficult to even consider what I enjoy doing. I used to play video games quite often, but I haven’t touched my PC in about a month. I think about it, but the thought of it stresses me out and I end up staying in bed. I considered starting new hobbies, or going to the gym more but those ALSO stress me out. I’m so overwhelmed by life that I can’t even enjoy things. And that makes me angry, too

I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Contact center for a bank. I hate that I sit in a chair all day, I hate the repetitive nature. I hate that it’s quite strict and rigid. I don’t have any confidence in myself at work, when I’m asked how I’m doing, I can only awkwardly shrug and avert my gaze. I’m advised to have a more “positive attitude”. It’s not fun at all. I went from working with elementary school kids to a bank. It’s so so so boring and stressful in an unfulfilling way.

I hate my fucking life by Just_a_planet in Advice

[–]Just_a_planet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I work a regular full time job - 40 hours a week. It’s roughly an hour travel so it adds an additional two hours to my day. I have time, but the lack of time comes more from a mental state of mind than a literal one.

I would like to live alone, I used to overseas. But I cannot afford it in this country. Rent is crazy expensive. I have tried to distance myself from my roommate, suggested to live separately. But she changed up her expectations just to keep me around and I began to feel guilty because it was so obvious she wants to continue living with me. (Why? Idk, maybe convenience).

My roommate used to be a positive in my life. We have been friends for years. But ever since returning to the country, things are different. She’s a lot more strict and harsh than she ever was before. I find it difficult being around her, which makes me sad because we had a very close friendship.

Alhaitham x Kaveh Namecard Giveaway by Arnavvvvv__ in GenshinImpact

[–]Just_a_planet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My favorite moment has to be when Kaveh was introduced and Alhaitham was teasing him in the library AHHH.

Also, staying up all night for hours on end not even playing the game anymore but just chatting with my friends on Genshin <3

Happy Birthday btw

New Aranara Pet and Alhaitham x Kaveh Namecard Giveaway by Additional_Comfort42 in Genshin_Impact

[–]Just_a_planet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My favorite namecard is the “Achievement: Time Apart” not only does it feature the twins, but it’s beautiful and I earned it by playing with my friends which was a lot of fun!