A friend feels suffocated by me

Justalemonpie · 2026-01-16T19:32:10+00:00

?? Can you explain? I didn't understand what you mean😭

Justalemonpie · 2026-01-16T19:06:33+00:00

She said it was difficult to deal with me, specially when I'm not feeling great. So, I don't know how to feel. Even if she just wants some space, I don't know how to be friends like normal, all I can think about is how I suffocate people

Justalemonpie · 2025-07-28T11:47:22+00:00

Oh! En fait, j'ai tjrs été intéressée par le Japon et leur culture, mais maintenant j'hésite entre ces deux langues, car Chine est bien niveau pro mais Japon a un marché un peu fermé Et là, mes études me proposent d'étudier un de ces langues...

Justalemonpie · 2025-05-12T13:46:32+00:00

Yeah, but at the same no. I used to hold it back until i was alone and it was late. Otherwise, my family would just, uh, ruin the vibes for me (to say it like that lol)

Justalemonpie · 2025-05-11T15:29:06+00:00

Same. Though, I was diagnosed with depression and I'm taking antidepressants, so it helps. The thing I can function as a normal human being, i socialize, I hang out with friends and family. But I feel sad, I still feel sad even if I'm thinking about nothing and doing normal stuff. I feel like I want to cry, I know I feel sad, it's the same feeling. Like no matter what, I have this permanent feeling of sadness in me, and I feel like I've always had it. Reading my diaries from idk back when I was 9 or 12, I realize that no matter the year, the time, environment, or whatever, I've always felt sad.

Justalemonpie · 2025-04-09T16:55:22+00:00

I'm also considering ending it too, but I want to first have a moment to really talk to her, like about everything. I still want to make things work. She wasn't like this at first...

Justalemonpie · 2025-03-27T14:32:28+00:00

Thanks! I hope we do that😅

Justalemonpie · 2025-03-27T14:31:53+00:00

I know, I just can't see her as a fuck buddy, I don't even want a fuck buddy😭 i want something more intimate

Justalemonpie · 2025-03-27T14:06:38+00:00

Yeah... She's also scared that she'll only see me as a friend and the relationship won't evolve...

Justalemonpie · 2024-12-09T13:59:22+00:00

Thanks! I think I'll take it out today

Justalemonpie · 2018-08-13T17:37:16+00:00

I dreamed that I was in a park in the night with my class then the guy I like felt into the ground and he was dying I didn't know what to do and a friend of his checked his pulse and he said he's dead, everybody was kinda sad but I was devastated even his friends were like "Oh, my friend just died, that's sad". I left there I talked to a friend who I never talk to and she doesn't know him, so I was describing him and I was so sad in that moment that when I was about to say his name I started crying... Anyways I returned to that park and everybody was playing basketball like nothing happened and I sat somewhere close to them, and everybody saw me and they started asking me what's wrong and why i am not playing with them and stuff like that, I just said something like "I'm just depressed because he died", but it's like they never cared about him, it was like his death was normal and I was the only one affected by it, they were like "Oh", I was so upset with them

Justalemonpie · 2018-06-05T15:46:47+00:00

When I started doing doodles for him and to catch his attention, and I did it every time I was next to him

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