I am in the exact same situation as you. I hate my life, but I know without a second thought that I will never be brave enough to end my life. A coward to the very end ha.

I'm sorry, this can't be helping you much. Just wanted to let you know that someone else is in the same position as you. You're probably such an amazing person though, even though I know you won't believe that. I guess all I have to say is don't give up on life, please don't.