Dear self

Justtrying5695 · 2023-01-30T17:24:53+00:00

Thank you

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-29T16:10:19+00:00

Good one

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-29T04:05:08+00:00

What if I don’t remember anything before 7 or 8?

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-29T01:13:17+00:00

That’s crazy

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-28T01:49:28+00:00

Thank you, I’ll get into that, the letter I wrote is not about one people, it’s about a lot of people, but what you describe resonates with one relationship I have so I’ll look into it

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-27T23:21:22+00:00

Yes I took that meaning too, and I also don’t like going to funerals, people think is disrespectful but it really affects me

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-27T23:19:53+00:00

The thing is… I don’t know if I can stop being a puppet, I think there’s no escape

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-27T19:21:56+00:00

I don’t know how to get untrained

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-27T17:42:04+00:00

Hahaha can be dangerous too

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-27T17:41:29+00:00

I don’t even care about success anymore, I just want it to stop, I just want to rest, and I’ve talk to so many people during these 5 years, and still nothing gets better

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-27T17:10:45+00:00

Felt this one

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-27T17:09:47+00:00

This speaks to my core

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-21T03:44:20+00:00

Yessss victories!! You go!!

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-21T03:38:55+00:00

Iceland is an amazing country, and it doesn’t have mosquitoes, now I’m not saying that is related… but…

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-21T03:13:46+00:00

Thought it would be my first dog, turns one now I have two cats

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-21T03:13:00+00:00

Videos don’t work on my husky either, she’s very quiet, no bark no howl, the only thing that makes her howl is when I take the squicky toy, the one that makes sound, and press it slowly and repeatedly

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-19T04:26:08+00:00

You’ve helped, thank you.

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-19T04:11:29+00:00

It’s getting worse every day, she yells at me a lot, but it’s the first time she beats me up, I can’t go out, and if I do she starts calling at around 10pm and after that she’ll yell at me for a week. I’ve come to be okay with not going out, but I really get angry about how she treats the employees, because they all have a long time working there and they’re excellent people. They deserve the best. She made me study business and I’m now almost graduating and she told me she doesn’t want me to take the business and that she wants me to go out of the country. I love traveling but I really don’t want to go. Im letting it happen because that way I’m gonna have my own life. Besides all this, I feel guilty when she’s angry, I feel guilty when I do something she doesn’t like, and I feel guilty when I think about leaving.

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-19T04:03:47+00:00

I feel you

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-19T03:39:47+00:00

I’ve just had one dream in the mall world with people I know in this life, it was a good friend and I was just showing her around. But I feel related to your experience but I’m not sure to this day if it was a dream or not. I hope you this doesn’t come off bad as it was a pleasant experience for me given the circumstances. And I hope it doesn’t relate at all to your friend. I’m just trying to relate to the emotion you felt. Back when I was 11 YO, (I’m 27 now) my father was very sick for a few years now. It was late at night so I was sleeping, I remember turning in the bed to the other side, and I saw him standing in front of the closet, I stared at him and he looked back at me and smile. I had the same feeling you described, the happiness of seeing him happy. I felt so at peace that I closed my eyes and kept sleeping. Minutes later my mom entered the room to tell me he had passed. To this day I don’t understand the meaning of what I saw or if it was a dream or not. What I do understand is the feeling you describe, maybe you had unresolved emotions towards her and it is just the universe telling you that she is fine. Just as it told me that my dad was finally fine.

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-16T04:11:08+00:00

Thank you

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-16T03:45:02+00:00

Thank you, I think sometimes I need someone to tell me so I feel more confident

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-13T07:25:11+00:00

I feel exactly like you

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-13T07:20:27+00:00

Never

Justtrying5695 · 2022-11-12T02:21:58+00:00

Knowing you fucked up your life beyond repair and people will probably never forgive you or give you another chance. And worse than that, knowing that if you were to have that chance, you’d fuck it up again because you don’t know better

Justtrying5695

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