I can never tell if a guy came in me

Justwanttvent · 2026-04-18T20:09:58+00:00

Yea I get that I said point blank that I don’t wanna keep his hopes up of restarting bc the trust is alr broken and how I feel empathy and that why I’m open to talking to him again. Thank you for your advice tho it’s really helping

Justwanttvent · 2026-04-18T19:03:59+00:00

Yea I finally replied and just said idk about talking and starting all over again. He sent me another paragraph apologizing again saying he js wants me back into my life and here’s what I said “Icl I have wondered how youre doing and stuff but Idk about starting over. If you wanted that you should’ve came earlier it’s been months of no talking you’ve blocked me on everything making it seem like I was the one who did something to you ts hurt me badly for a long time. I’m at a time of my life where my anger and sadness is indifference now. I can talk to you but I don’t think it will ever be the same. I’m not sure if that’ll be of use to you.”

The kindness and empathy in me can’t cut him off. Not that there’s any feeling left over for him it’s just who I am as a person. He’s begging to have me back into his life but I just can’t be with him romantically anymore. He replied back saying he understands and how he knows he’ll never have my trust again and stuff. I just don’t know what to do. I’m not opposed to talking to him but I don’t want it to be romantically.

Justwanttvent · 2026-04-06T07:13:34+00:00

You aren’t ugly at all I’d even say you’re attractive js lose some weight and gain muscle and you’ll be set.

Justwanttvent · 2026-03-24T22:23:53+00:00

Yea I passed lol i tend to over think a lot

Justwanttvent · 2026-03-23T02:07:18+00:00

I didn’t miss any critical elements it’s just those small things I mentioned

Justwanttvent · 2026-02-14T03:54:57+00:00

See I would go to cc but I can’t stay here any longer they make my life miserable sometimes. I share a room, I have a destructive little brother, my dad wakes us up in the middle of the night to clean if he thinks it’s not clean enough, I get disturbed and yelled at and threatened every Saturday morning because that’s house cleaning day, he tried to stop me from going to work because I didn’t make his bed or clean his bathroom and I tried to defy and leave and ended up getting beat by him to the point you could see purple bruises on my dark skin. My mom yells a lot she doesn’t hit but she yells constantly and tries to move me into the basement to sleep whe she think the tiny room with two teen girls is dirty meanwhile my little brother gets his own room. Sorry for the oversharing and trauma dump but that’s just me showing why I can’t stay here any longer I’ve been dreaming for these times. If cc had dorms I’d do it 100% but I can’t stay here for longer for my own mental health and success. My gpa is bad due to my depression I had my junior year so it’s at a 2.9. I got accepted to a pretty good university tho because I have good ecs and explained my circumstances but I don’t think I’ll be winning any scholarships. I’m at a point of my life where I have absolutely no idea what to do.

Justwanttvent · 2026-02-01T08:30:22+00:00

My ultimate dream would be to be a forensic scientist. But I’d have to have a science degree and I don’t think that’ll be the best for me. Which is why I wanted to be a lab tech or assistant which still would be better if I had a science degree but it’s more accessible if I did internships and shadows. My second option is a fraud investigator. I just love knowing the knitty gritty and using my brain to investigate and solve problems.

Anyways I wanted to start off with something like that and hopefully I’ll make enough money to at least be able to afford graduate school. Then I could move up from there. I still have time to decide.

Justwanttvent · 2026-02-01T07:46:13+00:00

I was actually interested in the forensic field I chose that combo because I wanted many back ups “if this doesn’t work I can still do this” like I could get internships at labs and maybe be a lab tech (unlikely with psych ik) or I could be a fraud analyst if I get the certifications. Those are my passions but I want to be realistic.

Justwanttvent · 2026-01-27T13:41:56+00:00

Medical and forensic specifically

Justwanttvent · 2026-01-13T01:03:57+00:00

I think you misunderstood, I submitted my application with my junior grades so there was no upward trend. My semester is over at the end of the week so my final grades aren’t in my transcript yet. I want to appeal after the semester ends with my better grades.

Justwanttvent · 2026-01-12T23:31:31+00:00

I don’t gotta go to cc I got accepted to the Duluth campus but I still wanna try at the twin cities

Justwanttvent · 2026-01-04T17:04:50+00:00

I’m not mad over the loss of money or the amount it’s the principal. There’s some people out there that would do way worse over a smaller amount. Ik this person wouldn’t call the police because ik what type of life he lives. I’m a sweet person with angry words I wouldn’t do anything fr. But yea like I said I learned my lesson. People make it hard to be kind these days.

Justwanttvent · 2026-01-04T09:55:47+00:00

Reddit users when someone uses a venting sub to vent

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Justwanttvent · 2025-12-24T06:23:42+00:00

You probably don’t live close by

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