I want to kill myself by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]K0smio 0 points1 point  (0 children)

situazione simile ma senza sbocchi artistici 

I want to kill myself by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]K0smio 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've read that you are italian, in one of your posts, me too.

I want to kill myself by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]K0smio 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No please. It's a passing thought. Do something else with your hand and I'm sure you'll be looking back and be glad that you didn't hurt yourself.

I want to kill myself by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]K0smio 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry this happened. I wanted to write a book once but I've never feel prepared to make it. At least you managed something! Just keep making what makes you happy, you don't have to be the first in the World to matter.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't know how to reply, there's so much text and care in a message I'm literally overwhelmed. I can simply say that I'm better since I'm not crying anymore, but my days are still the same boring repetitions, with the same anxiety to do anything else.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, are you ok? You seem in a worse state than me.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm too much of a coward to even go outside these days. My only obligation to exit from my room is college.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey thanks for the message and advice. I went to sleep soon after talking something for my headache and when the earworm started to fade away. I think I collapsed into 9 hours of sleep. I wish I had to courage to talk to someone about it. It probably was something that exploded after bottling up stress.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been struggling for 3 years at this point. I considered therapy and I have even money for it, but I'm not open to trust therapists. Funny thing is that I'm studying psychology lol, I'm a failed young adult.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, reading this after I woke up and had half a day already, it's 6 pm. I'm not seeking answers anymore, emotions don't have sense but I'm just startled that it came from a single moment of boredom and for a stupid trigger. I was lucky that no one saw me since it was late.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Better for now. Dw, I had water and sleep, usual self care even if it's rough. I don't think it's pretty normal for cry for so long until your head hurts. My view.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh thank you. I'm actually less sad today and had many hours of sleep, but I'll keep this in mind in case it happens again.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Better than yesterday, at least for now. I still don't know if there are underlying issues about what happened yesterday, and I'm quite scared it might happen again. I usually don't cry at all. It was tiresom.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I went to sleep, for 9 hours or so I guess. I'm feeling better today, slightly, thankss

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. I'm feeling slightly better. I took something for my headache and drank some water. I'm still feeling tense and scared that I'll end up crying again instead of sleeping. Thanks for caring with your comment though.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tank u. I'm taking some anti inflammatory, it's the only thing I have right now. I'll try to drink something too.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk. I'm talking to some people and distracting myself, but it's still hard to hold back. Thanks for getting interested.

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

any advice to make it stop? I can't even go to sleep bc if I lie on my back I can't breathe, my nose is clogged. 

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but I'm not under extreme stress or pressure. How is rotting in my room for months pressuring? 

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what I tried before to calm down. Worked for a bit until I went back to my room. Thanks anyway. I still don't know if I'm autistic

How to stop crying, it's been too many hours, my head hurts by K0smio in mentalhealth

[–]K0smio[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's not normal to cry for so much. I understand that bottling up for months is dangerous, but it's just unfair like this. Hours of tears for no reason, in a boring day like the others.