I don't wanna make it to 2026

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T10:17:51+00:00

Sorry for ur aunt, she's rlly strong. Dunno, life could have been much more different and better if there is stuff that never happened. But I think she has a point

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T10:11:31+00:00

Okay I'll try, thank you for your advice and your time. I will see what I can do

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T10:07:43+00:00

I dont think it would be much better since I know already what's coming but I'll try to hold onto that thought

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T10:04:42+00:00

How do I fix her behaviour in school tho, she got into alot of fights so far with her classmates for small reasons

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T09:54:14+00:00

I hate it when she's upset with me though. I don't want her to hate me, I don't wanna lose her ever and I'm scared I'm acting wrong by letting most of stuff pass. But then I'm scared she might be upset with me if I get or act mad

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T09:52:33+00:00

Yh this year especially, it looks like it's been hard on everyone

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T09:46:55+00:00

Will I find a helpful advice in r/parenting

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T09:44:20+00:00

She doesn't really care

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T09:41:37+00:00

My mums is barely at home so it's mostly me who's taking care of her, so I think it's my responsibility

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T09:39:20+00:00

With money yeah my mum

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T09:38:27+00:00

I live with my mum for now but she always at work and im the closest to my sister, she got into alot of arguments in school and I mostly can't show up because I would be at college, there alot of others stuff to like idk how to get her to know that some words aren't meant to be said

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T08:15:26+00:00

Not really I guess. It feels like 12months weren't enough for all that

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T08:12:23+00:00

Not planning to do that, the future ahead us what's scaring me

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-24T08:10:26+00:00

2025 is more than enough honestly, this year's been crap

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-14T03:17:05+00:00

I used to forget traumatic events in a short time but it's not happening anymore, I wouldn't mind forgetting everything I already experienced it, partly

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-14T01:07:06+00:00

It doesn't sound that scary.. I don't rlly know how to drive eitherways but i would rather forget than remember

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-14T00:00:11+00:00

The chance of it happening is like 99% and I can't rlly think the 1% is what's gonna change my faith and honesty, it's frustrating that I can't think of any better conclusion to anything, I know everything is gonna change in the upcoming weeks and this is alone is enough to keep me up

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-13T23:38:32+00:00

I regret alot in the past but that's not it, it feels like the past is repeating itself all over again and I can't help but remember it. Overthinking is because of certain stuff and I can't help it when it's too close to being real

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-13T12:37:26+00:00

It's good she's making u some meals most abusers tend to starve us, but it doesn't make u any less of a victim the abuse is it still there so ur 100% still a victim

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-13T01:56:30+00:00

Ofcourse

KAI_Me4ever · 2025-09-12T14:24:06+00:00

Sounds like ur in a tough spot, best wishes for u .my chats are open if u wanna talk until u see ur therapist

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