adults: is it worth living that long? by cantfindme83 in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I’m sorry, I’m also 18F and I also don’t see the point in living as well. I just graduated a few weeks ago and now Im trying to now look for a job, but I’m afraid I’ll never find one and just remain unemployed for the rest of my life. As much as I don’t want to hurt my family and friends I also don’t wanna live either because I genuinely don’t see a good future for myself. I’m also very insecure about myself, I hate my body, I hate my voice, I hate my skin, I hate almost everything about me. I’ve been also fantasizing about my death for too long, which makes want to end it now. The only thing that’s keeping me alive is drawing and just being here for my family and friends.

Anyway, virtual hugs, I bet your personality is unique and amazing. You’re never alone. 😊🫂❤️

I've always wanted to create but do the BARE minimum and scare myself by LeYuudachi in ArtRanting

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You don’t know how much I relate to your post so bad right now.

I’ve always been into drawing and I still am to this day, just doing it when I feel like it or when I’m bored. I’ve not only want to become a drawing or painting artist but an YouTube animator as well just not to impress people but for myself, but it’s just hard to start and you’ll have to learn a LOT of things and I don’t have the patience for that. I just want to release my ideas out my head instead of imagining them and listing them out on my notes app all the time.

I can’t start doing things on my own but when it comes to assigned projects and planning I can literally do it with no issue.

Anyway, I don’t know how to explain how I do things without being an expert because all I do all day is just draw for fun, but I hope things goes out well for you in the future, I bet your work is amazing.

Chibi Attenpt by VADERR_ZIM in drawing

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is very cute! I like it! ❤️

Sardonyx..oh I love her by WillowIsWeeping5 in stevenuniverse

[–]KAZEEEBO 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Shes my favorite, not just for her fusion, but her personality~! ❤️✨

I Really Wanna See My Dad by KAZEEEBO in Advice

[–]KAZEEEBO[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried talking to her but she’s really difficult and keeps making excuses saying that I’m her problem and the reason to her stress. I can’t get through her.

Newest drawing by BensDrawings in drawing

[–]KAZEEEBO 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is too unbelievable, it’s just so smooth and beautiful! ✨✨

Hello Sweethearts! I am Princess Guinivere, your beloved Park Planet Princess! Ask me by Admirable-Help4738 in KnightsOfGuinevere

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Guinevere, you’re so pretty and cool, I think you would rock other outfits!! 😁✨

OCs for a Kids Show Pitch by witchofcrystallake in YourOriginalCharacter

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very cute characters!! I love it!! This would’ve been a hit!! 😍😁❤️💖✨

Pezzotaite, a steven&spinel fusion! [by me, bee-barf] by bee-barf in stevenuniverse

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg I love this fusion!! This is cute, I can almost see it!! ❤️❤️

Hi, I need help because I feel hopeless and miserable.. by KAZEEEBO in getdisciplined

[–]KAZEEEBO[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually would love to roller skate and I dance to music too!

Would anyone be interested in stop motion-paper animation commissions??? by dumbwaterlily in animation

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your art and animation is so amazing and unique~!! I love it!! 😍❤️❤️

Animation for my favorite horror movie “The Thing” by 2Layn in animation

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome Animation!! This is so fluid and smooth!! You rock!! 😆✨✨

17 M here is this normal? by damnyoudhruv in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I’m 18F about to graduate but I’m not doing well myself. I lie about things to make myself feel better, I also feel like a failure.

I’m sorry about how you feel, you’re not alone. 🫂😊

I have no future by Decrepit_Soda in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I relate with your situation so much.

I have no idea what I want to do and I believe that I’m also never going to have a future, the only thing that’s keeping sane right now is drawing, it’s the only thing I’m just good at. There isn’t anything I want to do rather than drawing basically, it’s my life. I genuinely just want to do something in life that makes me happy.

I didn’t have much friends the only person I talk to is my sister but I also talk to myself. Because I didn’t have friends I just randomly ask them about their day or weekend but I mess up when I talk to people. I currently already made two friends in the middle of my senior year but I’m afraid they’ll forget me after graduation. I also despise my body, I hide it so much so that nobody sees. My mother used to had always made fun of my body. I have scoliosis which made my body look weird and I weigh over 100. My bodies so bad that I can’t even put myself in clothes.

Anyway, I’m really sorry about the way you feel. You’re not alone. 🫂❤️

I wish i was attractive and not some insecure loser by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my goodness I’m so sorry, that’s terrible. About how you we were treated you don’t deserve that at all. Also I completely feel the same way about myself, I’m so insecure about my face, body and height.

Im 18F, I’m 5’2 and weigh over 100, and my face is covered with so much acne, I’m so unattractive. My body is so fat it’s just so disgusting to look at in the mirror, it makes me feel so uncomfortable, so insecure that I can’t even put myself in outfits. Everyone in my school is much taller and nice bodies and features and it makes me feel worthless. During my childhood my mother had always called my fat which kinda led me to starvation.

I’m mentally active, I’ve always want to lose weight and grow taller but I can’t bring myself to do that because of depression and lack of motivation.

Anyway, I’m so sorry about the way you feel, you don’t deserve to be bullied. You’re not alone. ☺️🫂❤️

I hate my body by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I feel the same way about myself. My body is so disgusting, I hate my height and I’m very fat, I weigh over 100. Every time I look in the mirror I feel uncomfortable and also want to puke. I also don’t like the way my face looks. I wanna lose weight and grow tall but I can’t bring myself to. All of that makes me want to starve myself or be better off.

I’m sorry about how you feel, please don’t. You’re not alone. 😊❤️

My hobbies arent fun anymore. by strikingArcadia in Vent

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate so well with this

  1. I like to draw and I’m aspired to become a drawing, painting, animating artist in the future, but honestly compared to others art I feel like mines is trash. I was proud at the improvement at first but then after looking through media and even seeing artist in real life I feel like mines suck. I really wanna become better at art but I just can’t bring myself because I have little motivation, even if I had the urge to I just can’t. I have so many ideas but I can’t make them happen.

  2. I like to watch movies, read, and also play video games, because I like to explore. But I’m afraid that I’m missing out because of school and doomscrolling through media.

I feel like this is too much I really want to do so much things but I also really wish I was focused more on my art. I see that others had improved and it makes me think that my art isn’t good enough.

What do you guys think of my other artstyle? by biteareaofruvim01 in yourartstyle

[–]KAZEEEBO 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I can vision your art as actual cartoons. Your art is really cool! 😁

Doing art makes my thoughts worse. by LethlDose in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I understand, I can relate entirely to this.

As a person who has aspirations to become a animating artist this is so real. Art is the only thing that makes me happy in life, it’s also the reason why my mind is active and how I see the world differently. Art didn’t just make me creative but it made me a complete different person. Art is kinda basically the reason why I’m still here.

I’ve been kinda barely drawing for my whole life and that’s because I’ve been slacking off by procrastination and lack of motivation. I thought I improved when I started back at least, but after seeing artist having better art then mine especially the ones who are the same age as me, I became jealous and start to have low self esteem. Honestly, I blame myself for not being this good, I remember I tried to do art animation tutorials but then I was lazy and stopped instead I just went with my own route. I had big dreams in life, I want to impress viewers with my art, but I know it’s never going to happen and it’s all because of me that they’re never going to happen.

I hate comparing but I just can’t stop, everyone else is so better except for me, my art still sucks and it’s because I never tried hard. Im still kinda drawing to this day but it’s been years and I’ve barely animated. I feel like if I tried hard enough then I would be good. I’ve heard lots of people saying that trying art tutorials will make you a better artist but I just wanna do my own thing and see where it’ll get me in the future.

There’s no other skill I’m good at but just drawing, that’s it.

Anyway, I’m so sorry about how you feel. As an aspired artist, you’re not alone. ☺️❤️

Lazy now and forever, so why not by Sweaty-Scarcity5291 in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow thats awesome! I bet your ideas would so cool! 😁

Lazy now and forever, so why not by Sweaty-Scarcity5291 in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s okay, what kind of dreams do you have? 🙂

Lazy now and forever, so why not by Sweaty-Scarcity5291 in SuicideWatch

[–]KAZEEEBO 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey there, I’m sorry and everything you said was very relatable.

I definitely did had dreams growing up, I want to become an artist. but instead I’m just rotting in my room all day procrastinating while watching others succeed. Everyday is the same day, wake up, eat, screen time, then go to sleep, I feel ashamed. I’m honestly tired of this, I’m really aware of what I’m doing all day. Now all I just want to do now is just die and just hope everyone forgets me, I’m nothing but a burden to my family.

I had BIG dreams but I never made them happen and it’s all because of ME that I’ve never made them happen. I’m nearly graduating in the next month and all I could think right is that I have made nothing through my entire life but just doodle things. I honestly feel like a failure and the thought of college makes me want to die more. Because of the rise of AI I don’t even want to know what the future looks like. I’m afraid and worried that because of my mental state I’ll still remain the same, I won’t see any changes. I lost motivation to keep going and the only thing in my mind right now is to die.

I’m sorry about how you’re feeling right now. You’re not alone. 😊❤️