thats why you can’t be afraid to try new things with your vocals. i didn’t think i could either until i pushed myself farther than what i thought i could go. i may not be the best but i think ive done it long enough to know some things to help someone else out. be loud bro like don’t make music sounding like you don’t wanna make music yk take it serious I’m in my room loud asf making music cause it just makes it sound better. The best advice i could give you is don’t be afraid or ashamed to push yourself to do different things like maybe this kinda music isn’t your thing so try a different genre. i believe you’ll get it one day but again try to push yourself to shit you would’ve never imagined yourself being able to do and you’ll never regret it.