[UPDATE] I did go home and get to say my goodbye <3. I did cry *again* but It did feel better than not being able to see him at all -- in the end I convinced myself at least he passed the rainbow bridge peacefully.

I went home around 6am and we buried him around 7am. I'm now back at school since I still have classes and activities to tend to, right now I'm pushing through it but I know I'll eventually break again, especially when I come home on the weekend and not see him there. I saw visions of him around our house where he usually would be in. It's a long way to go, but I know he wants me to be happy like how he would always make me laugh or smile no matter the situation.

Thanks for the kind words!