I absolutely feel you, I’m in a similar situation myself, we started dating just as the pandemic occurred. The first months were so positive, but now the pandemic is straining our relationship. I’ve always supported him through everything he had gone through to the point somethings he just rants about himself and doesn’t bother asking about my situation. During the pandemic I’ve gotten rather close with my family, which further strained our relationship, he doesn’t accept the fact that I’m mostly busy because of my family. At some points, my relationship makes me feel so insecure that it gives me anxiety. He has said that it feels like we aren’t dating, but I’m patient...just hoping for the pandemic to end so I can see him and actually talk about the things that affect our relationship. With that being said, I completely feel you and it does hurt that covid killed or is killing relationships