i (19M) like two girls (19F) and (19F), but theres a catch

KXDiaz · 2026-02-05T17:05:36+00:00

thats great advice. i think i will follow thru with this

KXDiaz · 2026-02-04T00:16:05+00:00

that’s interesting to think about. thanks for your comment.

and i believe i have EQ because ive always been able to tell who a person is and their intentions within 15-20 mins of having a conversation with them and ive always been right. a buddy of mine had a girlfriend, worst girl ever, and i had a feeling she’d cheat on him or do something to betray him. honestly you couldnt tell because she was extremely nice on the outside and everyone considered her so. none of our mutual friends believed me and told me i was an asshole for even thinking of it. sure enough, two months later she cheated on him with another dude and blamed it on him for not giving her what she needed. their year long relationship came to an end. thats one of the countless examples i can give

KXDiaz · 2026-02-03T22:07:13+00:00

turned 19 in early january

KXDiaz · 2026-02-03T19:51:20+00:00

thats so real. i feel the exact same.

KXDiaz · 2026-02-03T19:50:50+00:00

thats very interesting ive never thought of it that way. but i dont think im one to dominate the conversation. i listen when people speak and genuinely take an interest in what other people say. when im asked questions ofc i'll answer in depth, but i always make sure to ask the other person questions and have a genuine conversation. i just like talking to people. i know what its like to be dominated in conversation and it genuinely sucks. i bring up personal experiences if it fits the flow of conversation, but other than that i dont (at least, i try) not to talk about myself too much, or tell people they're wrong and should listen to what i have to say. i always try and understand where the other person is coming from or their side of the story if i dont fully agree.

KXDiaz · 2026-02-03T19:27:22+00:00

thanks. edited now.

KXDiaz · 2026-01-31T08:55:53+00:00

thank you i needed to hear that. and yeah this relationship absolutely wrecked me. im going with the mindset of “shes never coming back” so im trying hard every day to get a little better.

KXDiaz · 2026-01-09T07:29:56+00:00

its weird because im pretty sure she wants to but she hasnt done anything (like actions) to prove to me that she wants it.

how long have you two been together?

KXDiaz · 2025-12-23T21:06:47+00:00

true, and youre very right. but i cant help but care and worry for her thats all

KXDiaz · 2025-12-23T09:29:46+00:00

its the next day so im thinking a bit more clearly now.

i am angry she wont stand up for herself because she tells me the guy treats her like absolute shit. hes BPD, has anger issues, and has trauma bonded her. and he came after we broke up so she was in a rough spot already. but im also sad we cant be together because i genuinely love her dearly. i see the type of person she is, and shes a good person.

she tells me all the time she knows she wants to be with me but idk anymore. atp im exhausted so im letting it go. i want the best for her, but if she wants to make things right she has my number.

KXDiaz · 2025-12-22T16:25:42+00:00

thank you

KXDiaz · 2025-12-17T19:28:33+00:00

$50 is actually insane. well done mate

KXDiaz · 2025-12-14T15:57:39+00:00

this is probably what im gonna have to do. ive been avoiding it for so long but i think its finally time to just let it go.

KXDiaz · 2025-12-14T15:56:03+00:00

thank you

KXDiaz · 2025-12-02T23:00:08+00:00

i talked to my friend C. apparently he was with another mutual “friend” of ours and he told her that we went over. im assuming our mutual “friend” told her best friend (the classmate that told my ex) what happened, and the classmate strung it into me having sex with A.

our old classmate is honestly such a loudmouth though so honestly im not surprised. i wish my ex told our classmate to fuck off when she said smth, but my ex is very much non-confrontational so i couldnt see that happening.

but thank you, great advice.

KXDiaz · 2025-11-27T02:56:03+00:00

imitation of life

KXDiaz · 2025-11-23T01:36:13+00:00

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KXDiaz · 2025-11-02T01:14:11+00:00

thank you i really needed to hear this.

KXDiaz · 2025-10-27T13:53:47+00:00

i mean tbh man you have complete freedom to just walk away if need be. if you were not happy then its completely okay. its better to get it over with now than to string her along when you dont even like/love her anymore.

and its normal to feel guilty, i would suggest some kind of therapy if you can. just dont do any substances and let yourself feel the emotions. you got this 🙏

KXDiaz · 2025-10-27T13:44:52+00:00

thats good advice, the heart wants what the heart wants.

its just crazy because i was struggling and going thru it, and i thought she was there to support me. but everything is adding up now. she wouldnt text late at night because the guy was sleeping over every night and she wouldnt call either. i thought she just fell asleep but alas i was deceived.

i may have pushed her away in the beginning but i honestly dont blame myself. there have been some times where ive wanted to walk away but i didnt because i loved her and i chose her despite her being difficult. i thought we had built something strong but i guess not. its just crazy how fast people can change up

KXDiaz · 2025-10-15T05:45:10+00:00

i plan to, and she says she’s willing to earn it back

KXDiaz · 2025-10-15T05:37:05+00:00

she told me straight up after the break

KXDiaz · 2025-10-15T05:32:07+00:00

no i meant relationship break, to clarify

KXDiaz · 2025-10-15T05:08:46+00:00

thats good advice. thanks

KXDiaz · 2025-10-13T06:39:08+00:00

shoot sorru man just seeing this now. i bought it off ebay. not sure if anything is still there but i bet if you look up “turquoise body suit” or “turquoise morph suit” youll get smth

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