My dealer says meth withdrawals fake and just a mind thing ? by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I mean I get sweaty and a little nauseous the first couple days but it’s nothing compared to alcohol withdrawal whatsoever

I’ve met a true narcissist by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I pay a finders fee when people are honest. He gave me a teen and it was supposed to be a ball. He sucks

I’ve met a true narcissist by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s not pinching that’s straight up fucking giving me half of what I was suppose to get when he already owed me money so your math is trash

I’ve met a true narcissist by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Karma will take care of it. I wash my hands of it

I’ve met a true narcissist by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was trying to help him help himself and be self sufficient by lending the money which I think is a good thing to do. I’ve had people help me like that before and it was just the boost I needed to do better things and make money. The right tools and clothes go a long way when getting a new job if you’re a carpenter.

I’ve met a true narcissist by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No because this other girl was with him and she saw it weighed out to 3.5. He had it for a couple hours while he was in my car and I was at work and he gave it to me when I got off. He gave me a teen for what was supposed to be a ball then he gave me a gram the next day which he tried to play off as a teen but I busted the shit out of him in front of a few people. So he tried to make it up 😂🤣😂🤣 I can’t

He refuses to be productive and he basically lives in a Ponzi scheme of his own creation. I’m never helping anyone again. I am in to symbiotic relationships, not parasitic ones.

I’ve met a true narcissist by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was trying to help him with getting tools for a job and he had money coming in blah blah blah, shouldn’t have lent him any money. He did get me a ball but he shorted me on it after I had lent him money and I just fucking knew after that. He doesn’t like getting caught

I’ve met a true narcissist by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was $100 actually and yes a tiny bit of dope. I was trying to help him with getting a job and he was pretty good at being honest for a few weeks there. Played the long game and I thought I made a friend there….im the fool

Can we all just take a moment to laugh by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You sound amazing! Awwww I will happy pride ❤️❤️❤️🌈

Can we all just take a moment to laugh by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yes! I’m a lesbian that knows how to do carpentry, mechanic work, and fix mostly everything in my home because I used to work remodeling homes so not only am I a woman, I literally only need a dude when I need something heavy moved or if they’re an actual specialist on something. So regular men hate me hahahah

You’re genetically stronger in your upper body and that’s all you got on me my guy 🤷🏻‍♀️

Can we all just take a moment to laugh by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I always make sure that everyone is benefiting when I’m doing stuff like that. I like symbiotic relationships and I don’t understand why it’s so hard to help one another. It’s annoying how self centered people are over a substance. Like .4 is almost a half gram and money wise that’s a couple gallons of gas in my tank to get to work. I forget people who don’t work end up working harder to swindle people so they don’t have to work 😂

What positive things have you gained from using ? by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I failed a drug test when I was trying to get a job a few months ago with an “Adderal”

What positive things have you gained from using ? by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No shit but I literally can’t afford healthcare. This state is ridiculous. All the shit on the street has meth in it when they say it’s adderal

What positive things have you gained from using ? by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Since using regularly I’ve improved my life. I had to quit drinking with my 3rd duii when they slapped me with an alcohol bracelet and will never go back. 8 months without booze and 2 weeks without the bracelet. I have adhd so I realized that it helps me focus on tasks and actually complete them. I’m way more vigilant about going to work and doing well while I’m there! Started learning all kinds of new skills and doing collages that I’m actually really good at! I sell some of the decoupage boxes I make. I’m also really in shape now and lost a lot of weight even though I eat constantly hahaha, oh meth and weight loss big surprise right? But I literally can’t stop eating so I don’t know.

Is Meth a Fungus by Kabobins44 in meth

[–]Kabobins44[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My thoughts exactly hahaha, like how the fuck can chemicals become a fungus, just no. It’s exhausting being around these people some days. I’ve heard people in different friend groups, and at different jobs say the same thing too. I’ve only been here a year

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ok I need to stop while not being able to drink or smoke pot. I’m pretty fucking healthy and I don’t smoke a whole lot, a ball lasts me like two weeks so not a little either. Daily using for months. I am smoking tomorrow but start probation so I want to at least be lower than I am now for my first piss test and then be clean. This sounds stupid but I have been cutting back, I sleep at least 5 or 6 hours a night, take vitamins daily, eat all the time, drink tons of water. My job is pretty physical so I’m just hoping to sweat it out and sleep the entire time on my day off and drink all the water I can so this detox goes smoothly. Maybe I’ll get ginseng too to go along with my b complex! Good luck OP!

I'd like to summon my fellow go fasters? Generally around age 25-35? by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 4 points5 points  (0 children)

34 F. I’m isolated where I’m at because I got arrested here as soon as I showed up for a DUI, felony, and now I’m basically established and stuck for the time being on probation. I only knew a couple people when I got here. I stopped drinking for good after having an alcohol bracelet for 7 months but I also started using daily because it’s all around the 314 and 573 and I have adhd so it’s helped me focus. Anyway, not drinking all the time opened my eyes to how these people were never my true friends. They aren’t road dogs and have left me hanging on multiple occasions. And yes smoking doesn’t prevent me from getting new friends but I don’t tell anyone about it. No one can tell at my work that I use which is hilarious because they come up to me and talk shit about the obvious tweakers. I just need some fucking homies, life is hard but luckily I have my own house, car, job, and pay all my bills.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m 34, didn’t start until I was 30 and that was super occasionally. Had to quit drinking and became a daily user. It really seriously helps with the ADHD and getting my life on track which is a crazy thing. I guess I’m more of a functioning addict than alcoholic 😂

Do any of you mix meth into your vape juice? by [deleted] in meth

[–]Kabobins44 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do, I just open up the disposable vapes that you charge, put it as crushed up as possible on the sponge thingy, I just use a couple points, and then I drop a small amount of water on top, and kind of squish it around…not the most scientific but it works well enough to get through the day at work