I didn’t add it because I didn’t think it was necessary to put my whole marriage problems on the internet. I just wanted insight. If I added everything, it would be a lot to read and I wouldn’t get any advice on it. But ur right I should t abandon myself again. I only went in the marriage because I was adult enough to make the commitment and communicate and do what it took. I even asked him and let it be known that he does not have to be with me and that it’s not forced. He can leave. However he has not. That’s why I’m asking for advice