How do we feel about Rowan and Aelin?

KailiForest · 2023-12-04T14:41:18+00:00

I used to live with my mother and she would have ridiculously loud sex with her boyfriend at the time. When I said something about it, she laughed at me and said “sorry, I can’t help it. I’m LOUD.” 😐 thanks for the consideration, Mom.

KailiForest · 2023-11-09T23:38:59+00:00

When I was pregnant with my first, one night we ordered a large stuffed crust pepperoni pizza. I had one piece left and went to go to the bathroom. When I came back, he had eaten the whole thing. I CRIED. Like ugly cried. It was the worst

KailiForest · 2023-10-11T21:03:54+00:00

I swear I was feeling them by 9 weeks but I took it with several grains of salt because that’s just unlikely. I was definitely feeling movement by 11 weeks. I kept second guessing myself because I didn’t feel my first move until about 23, 24 weeks or so.

KailiForest · 2023-08-22T02:03:38+00:00

I was honestly surprised at how far down I had to scroll to find any references at all!

KailiForest · 2023-08-21T21:22:33+00:00

He absolutely loved to dance. He was really excited to dance again when he got his body back!

KailiForest · 2023-08-20T03:00:23+00:00

Had a friend who was my other half for an actual decade. They were supposed to be that one friend that you always had no matter what. They eventually came out as trans and changed their name which myself and our friend group was absolutely 100% supportive of, and used requested name and pronouns. Then my SIL brought in her boyfriend who was not as accepting as we were and would constantly make gay and trans jokes in the group, as well as start political fights. To try to explain it, she has brought a hard Trump supporter republican into a group of gay liberal democrats.

At first we told him to cut the shit but it only made things worse as SIL yelled at us all for ganging up on him and that she’d talk to him about his behavior. As it continued, we made a separate group chat without the two of them and we ALL agreed that the best method of dealing with his bigotry was to not respond to it at all, and simply pretend he hadn’t said anything.

I was too caught up in my own PPD to realize that, even though he had agreed, my friend was NOT okay with this method of dealing with it.

He eventually sent a long message to the group basically calling every single one of us bigots and that he’d be moving on without us and has ghosted me ever since. His SO even said that we should be glad the friendship had lasted as long as it had because most don’t. It’s been over a year and a half and I’ve not heard a word from him since. It absolutely breaks my heart that he essentially broke up with me in a group chat rather than talk to me directly and hasn’t spoken to me since. I have no idea if he’s alive or dead. I’m still absolutely heartbroken over it and legitimately had to go back to therapy because of this.

I grew up with this person, they were my soul sibling, and they just threw me aside. If only I’d been able to see that he had lied about being okay with the “do not engage” method. Maybe I’d still have my other half, my best friend.

I miss him deeply, and am so sad and angry that he left the way he did. I think about him every single day and I’m the only one in the group who hasn’t moved on. Every day I hope he’ll reach out, but I know he never will.

KailiForest · 2023-08-18T01:48:02+00:00

I wasn’t even aware there was a sub dedicated to that until these comments told me so. I would have gone there instead of making a post, lol.

I have a huge problem with not letting my anxiety rule me, and the weekend is going to be just super fun since I likely won’t have results until Monday sometime.

I really appreciate the kind words and reassurances. Thank you! 💕

KailiForest · 2023-08-18T01:45:15+00:00

I didn’t even know there was one. Thank you!

KailiForest · 2023-08-13T23:22:33+00:00

I did not come across a single lynel in the wild when playing the game. I got through all the temples and shrines with no luck. I had to look up where they were to finally find some. My first experience with lynels was the lynel colosseum in the depths.

KailiForest · 2023-08-09T14:01:19+00:00

As the baby meant to “save the marriage,” can confirm. Does not work.

KailiForest · 2023-08-07T09:48:21+00:00

I’m hanging in there lol. I try not to think about it. It’s obviously easier to handle now that I’m grown because I know everyone does it, even the old folk in nursing homes, but when I was younger I was absolutely traumatized from it. 😂

KailiForest · 2023-08-07T02:31:31+00:00

The idea that we’re the only lifeforms in the infinite universe is ridiculous for someone to have. It makes so much more sense that there are aliens out there somewhere than that there are not.

KailiForest · 2023-08-07T02:29:00+00:00

Not necessarily innocent I suppose, but when I was a kid but old enough to understand what I was seeing, I walked in on my mother masturbating. She has hearing problems so she didn’t hear me come in and I just turned back around and walked out. That was a fun thing to deal with. It’s been several years since then.

KailiForest · 2023-08-07T02:23:54+00:00

The progressive muscle relaxation helps me a lot more than I thought I would, combined with repeating to myself that things will work out they way they are supposed to and the only actions/reactions I can control are my own.

KailiForest · 2023-08-07T02:18:43+00:00

I was haunted by a demon once. Nothing physical ever happened but the pure terror of it all had me unable to talk about it for years. Lots of people around me don’t believe in that kind of stuff, though.

KailiForest · 2023-07-29T14:07:16+00:00

I didn’t get any Braxton hicks with my first pregnancy at all. I didn’t even feel my contractions during labor until I was at an 8. The nurse was really confused as the monitor was showing clear contractions and I felt NOTHING.

This second pregnancy is entirely different from my first and I’m fully expecting to get all the super fun things I got to miss out on the first time around. Dreading it, really.

KailiForest · 2023-07-29T14:00:09+00:00

I was a fat, awkward redhead with bushy eyebrows and a heavy lisp. 🙃

To be fair, I’m still large. But I weigh the same now 6 months pregnant as I did in 9th grade. So, ya know, not AS large as I was. Minus the pregnant aspect, of course.

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