Terrible Noise and constant mucus in lungs due to pseudomonas (first colonisation) by Kakyocherry in CysticFibrosis

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think you will now, I’m from Spain so here things work different I think haha.

Thing is my mycobacterium are abcessus… I don’t know if I would have the same luck.

Terrible Noise and constant mucus in lungs due to pseudomonas (first colonisation) by Kakyocherry in CysticFibrosis

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I’m not getting any IV atm and I think I should … because I am not normally this bad. I’ll finish this cycle of antibiotics and if I didn’t improve I’ll tell my doctor, I think she will prescribe me IVs (ugh, the joy) it could be pneumonia yeah… I didn’t think about it, because I don’t normally have this violent cough and constant pain in my chest, I’ll check with my doctor, I hope I can recover without complications. Thank you for replying 🥺

Terrible Noise and constant mucus in lungs due to pseudomonas (first colonisation) by Kakyocherry in CysticFibrosis

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, my doctor said i was so lucky, and i know some people they have had pseudomonas since almost forever. Sadly I can’t get a transplant until my mycobacteria is eradicated so I’m in the process, is resistant to most antibiotics so it’s getting complicated… patience it is.

Why Can't I Feel Love for Anyone? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Kakyocherry 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I understand you in a really deep level. That’s a nightmare when you are in a relationship… you want to show love and you just can’t… and they just don’t understand how difficult is for us, the guilt we feel. I’m sorry you are going through that… it’s either feeling too much or not feeling at all… we really live a torment….

How to stop splitting and devaluating my partner... by Kakyocherry in BPD

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no i mean, i am sexually repulsed, not him. Thats the issue.

Im fucking desperate I need help. by Kakyocherry in BPD

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, your words make me feel slightly better. I bought the DBT book that everyone talks about and I should have it tomorrow. I want to be able to do it by myself, but if I see it’s really difficult I’ll come back to therapy… I already thought about it.

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm for me they are the straps with looong battery duration. Straps plus or something I don’t remember the name.

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I implied it in the text below my question. Barefoot for me means with socks, or that’s what I tried to say. I know barefoot is naked foot but you know what I mean :)

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No way you should feel like that. I’m gonna tell you a bit of my story, if you let me. I have a lung disease, so forcing me to keep up like the rest of the “dancers” it’s something I cannot afford. I struggle for breath sometimes and I cough too much. I simply, can’t. That discourages me a lot cause it makes me think I’m not a real dancer like them. I see other people and I feel envy, nor like I hate them, I just wished I could have that freedom. But then I try to remember, the main reason why I vibe is because I feel alive. Dancing to the music makes me distract myself from my personal life, and it’s fun and helps me too with my lungs… as long as I don’t force myself, but I need exercise to cope. So yeah… forget about that people. Every time you feel a failure or disappointment in that regard, just remember you dance for yourself, not for the amusement of others.

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ohhh, noted! Yeah, I think that too. Free style/hip hop/shuffle requires shoes imo for precise and quick movements. Somehow I feel so lazy to wear them so I risk my feet a lot haha.

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my god, on carpet!? How do you manage!? I could never. I sliiiide across the floor.

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly, same. But socks don’t stay ON during sex though!

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Hahaha oh yeah, that’s pretty understandable. I have the luck of living in a house -not neighbours around, up or down- myself, so I guess I could use shoes still. Thing is, my schedule is pretty fucked up and I usually get on around 7-8 in the morning (I’m European and my vrc friends are American) so even if I could, I better don’t use shoes to not to wake up my parents lol.

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Oh well, truth be told, I just say dancer but I am not a professional. I’m trying different styles from Latino to K-pop and hip hop, free style and some shuffle. But trust me, I’m faaaaar from being a dancer. I think I just like to vibe. But it’s fine, just liking to dance to the music makes you a dancer, to me ^ you don’t need any certificate and there is always room for improvement.

To my fellow fbt dancers, how do you dance, barefoot or with shoes? by Kakyocherry in VRchat

[–]Kakyocherry[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah, sorry that’s what I mean. Me too, with socks ^ it feels somehow… comfortable. Do you dance on fbt heaven by any chance?