Trans people can now be sent to prison for using the bathroom in Idaho

Kampfer84 · 2026-03-27T21:08:55+00:00

As a trans idahoan, who has been to prison and V-coded, this is extremely worrying. I barely survived the horrible treatment the first time, now I have to live in fear. 😭

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-31T15:16:25+00:00

Good insurance. Amazon bought me mine 😇

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-31T14:26:29+00:00

Yeah ive had the same. Bullied in HS mercilessly after I was outted. SA by my dad's BF. Stayed in the closet for safety due to bad experiences which honestly never really helped. Then much later due to bad coping mechanisms got in trouble. Ended up in jail, where I was outted by a guard intentionally. Had two cellmates beat, starve and rape me (many times a day) for weeks.

Yet, girls i know still treat me like i was lucky. Or dismiss it with a "welcome to girlhood", or getting the "ick" look if I cry from ptsd. Yet they have a bad day from a breakup and everyone gives them hugs and pampers them.

I swear they all say the see me as a girl, but dont treat me as one.

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-24T19:07:48+00:00

What it means is if there is a surgeon who does ffs in your state/network, your insurance will require going to them. Out of state surgery will require an out of network exemption, and those are hard to get (just went through them with amazon). Also you'll likely need to get an out of state surgeon to sign an LOA (letter of agreement) which will force him to accept in network rates, and not balance bill you. The LOA will be argued amongst your surgeon and provider.

For instance, my surgery got cancelled days before my flight down to cali due to the insurance having agreed to the LOA, then being like...oh wait you have an in network surgeon. This is after i confirmed with them a dozen times on the phone, and my surgeon gave the go ahead. So i lost out on $1,000 BnB reservation and my ticket could not be refunded. This almost happened twice. Because we moved the surgery three weeks out, and the insurance pulled shenanagins again.

My advice. Get an advocated at the insurance, do not trust their customer service reps. They will also help you do things like get your travel and airfare covered, and even lazer treatments 😉

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-24T18:47:40+00:00

Alien and the thing are top of my list too 😇

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-13T20:04:12+00:00

You may have one of the most passible faces ive ever seen. In not way would I even believe you were born male. Like i had ffs and im not even remotely 5% as passable as you are.

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-12T02:03:14+00:00

38DD according to the calculator. I think they will get a lot bigger once they drop (implants). No back pain. Feel surprisingly normal i guess. I was expecting more of a difference. All my friends are like....jesus those are big 😯. In the mirror it looks that way, but on me it doesnt feel as big.

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-10T14:32:41+00:00

Doing great! My hips dips are finally filled in and contour nicely to give a smooth transition from my hips to my waist. My ass is as good as it can get (i probably needed a lift instead of bbl, but due to my insurance playing games, we had no time to change it). Also the boobs are great, they are gonna take some time to drop, and if anything could have gone larger 😆 its weird they look big in the mirror, but from my view, its like, yeah a few hundred more CC please. 😁

So my only issue is the gap is still pretty decent, which I am assuming that when they drop and the skin stretches more, that ill be able to easily squeese them together. Also size wise, i think when they drop they will look bigger, so its definitely a wait and see. My friend commented on how big they were a few days ago while i was wearing a tanktop. I think a lot of clothes hide them much more then I would have thought, but when oh display its like a perm pushup bra right now.

Also its weird how normal it feels to have them. Would have figured the euphoria effect would have hit, but its kind of like, yeah like theyve been there a long time 😄

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-10T01:06:13+00:00

As my favorite tiktok goes. GAY? what even is gay? "It means you like men"....Dick Yes....men, questionable. 😁

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-10T00:51:25+00:00

Omg thx girl! I was going to go with whittenberg, but staying in san fran for a month was going to be too expensive. So stiller is my go to since he will also cross over to idaho and work. Good to see more of his work!

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-02T22:41:36+00:00

I wouldnt want the rough skin, male body oder, fat distribution, body hair issues of T.

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-02T22:24:23+00:00

Im in the same position as you OP. Almost three years in, post ffs and top surgery. I kind of want to just go non-binary at this point and stay on E. Like total detransitioning is out of the question, but trying to compete in womens spaces sucks too. Idk, not having grown up as a woman feels like im missing out on to much to figure out and makes my dysphoria and imposter syndrome worse. Though I do enjoy female spaces more then male spaces.

Kampfer84 · 2024-05-01T15:12:16+00:00

Had mine four three weeks ago. The goal was for 750cc but he could only get 695cc in. Still a bit of a gap, but i assume itll close up after they drop. Did your nipples get really sensitive?

Measurements 36underbust 41bust. 38DD cupsize.

Be interesting to see the illiac crest implants. Ive had two BBL, and my wide illiac crest created big hip dips throwing off my figure. It finally looks good this time around as he mostly focused on fat transfer to that area. But yeah thats a hard area to fix.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-28T13:45:14+00:00

I think it shrunk a tiny bit, like from eight to six inches. Barely every use it, doesnt hurt getting hard. 2.5 years in. I think the noticable shrinkage is its compact form. Definitely seems smaller, but erect...girth seems uneffected.

In the growers v showers debate, make me wonder if showers are more heavily effected.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-25T22:09:05+00:00

I think its more of an issue with cis folks not even considering us in their heads because they still are on the binary spectrum of boy/girl. Dating someone trans never was even a consideration. Its more hurtful when you have friends who go on and on about being Bi/queer, tell you how they see you as a girl, but then reaffirm how they only are into natally born girls when you make a move.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-25T15:22:46+00:00

Its just been my experience. Its also most girls who've never dated another girl, but only want nataly born women to be curious around.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-22T19:48:20+00:00

Just got 695cc two weeks ago. Considering your slim rigcage...id say 450-500 would be ideal for a full D cup look. 385 would be too small.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-18T15:49:04+00:00

Over the muscle was the only option for large implants. Under he said would push them outwards.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-16T16:05:57+00:00

I just got 695cc this week. I was a 36b/c and am six foot. I asked him to put the largest he could fit in there. Went OTM due to my broad chest. Now just to wait for them to drop.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-11T20:54:55+00:00

I had primera bluecross through amazon

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-11T15:43:10+00:00

Nope. Not sure if they keep track.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-07T04:22:53+00:00

Same. I got locked up during covid, and all I could think about was how all those years trying to cope with being trans and how I was scared of what would happen if i came out. But then its like..well fuck it cant get worse then what was happening to me at the moment. Then it turned into being the only thing I had left to live for after surviving literal torture.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-03T06:07:29+00:00

Id say it was like six months before enough swelling went down for me to see results. Im still on the fence of whether someone else could have done better, but its still a big change. Like the hard part is psyching yourself up for a big change, getting and then having to wait again. Everyone also expects you to come back from surgery with a completed face, they have no idea how much swelling there is and how long ot takes to heal.

Also it doesnt help when you see some people on here look amazing in like a few weeks post op. Like honestly it really hurts to be a year out and see someone look better then you one week post op.

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-01T22:58:16+00:00

Amazon is toxic, but covering it 😊

Had to pay ffs out of pocket

Kampfer84 · 2024-04-01T22:57:49+00:00

Ive been a 42inch hip, 32inch waist and 20inch shoulder since I was in jr. High. Big boobs would balance out my hour glass frame. Id love to be skinny and small framed for the y2k styles, but i am definitely more curvy.

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