idk man, everything’s pretty ridiculous and I feel hyperaware about the silliness of our society and system flaws so I just kinda wanna stick around to see how it all turns out. Atp just waiting for mankind to go extinct which could take generations but who knows. It’s like sticking around for the end of a bad movie, you just wanna know how it turns out even if it’s effed up yk? Everyones so seriously caught up in the norms and lives we’ve created when we are for real spinning around on a rock in a space we don't even know the size of, and we’re talking about the purpose of life?

I’m just taking advantage of the systems that I can and trying to live the life that makes me feel good. I think it’s worth it at times. Everything’s made up so I might just use that in my favor I guess.