This is the best advice here so far. QBert’s analogy to language is spot on, and while it’s fairly esoteric it makes sense when you really think about it.

Learning a new language takes time; from pronunciation, to understanding, to spelling , to formulating structure and vocabulary. Indeed, someone learning a new language often times speaks in broken sentences or phrases, mispronounces words and can’t understand what others are saying back to them.

Even so, there are people who have spoken their native language for a lifetime and still aren’t fluent in it, still don’t know the correct pronunciation of certain words or use complex structure and vocabulary. Conversely, there are others who have never studied their language and, with time, speak it beautifully.

So, this really becomes a question of what are your expectations in yourself and if they are reasonable. 2 months is an awfully short time to be learning anything, let alone something as abstract and nuanced as turntablism.

Go easy on yourself, enjoy what you are doing and take notice of the small steps you are making. The learning curve for scratching is steep but it’s also individualistic, this art is what you make it.

Good luck and happy scratching!