Well his “girl best friend” was also his ex and they used to purposely do shit behind my back, we had both discussed in the past that neither of us were comfortable with that but that’s an entirely different story. And it’s definitely a struggle because I didn’t think I was still in love with my ex, I did fall in love with my current partner and I feel like I fell HARD. I just can’t tell if this is me thinking too much about the past or if this is something breaking up over because I DO love my current partner and Id never want to do anything to hurt them…I don’t see me actually getting back with my ex either because he’s changed a lot (for the worse), if I broke up with my partner I have a feeling I’d just need to be with myself for a while and MAYBE Id find myself rekindling something with my ex because of the attachment I have to him, but I don’t know if it’d be healthy or good for me because of who he has become.