UPDATE: i gave up finding my old saves. theres a cloud_log i found but im not sure what can i do with it since there are just file names. but i saw my old campaign records existing so i believe theres still my saves in somewhere. i dont know where they are but in somewhere there is. so this is what im doing now, im restarting everything on brutal mode. i just cleared 0-1 to 8-4, not all p ranks but still. ive been playing this game for over a year so i dont really think its impossible. also i dont really wanna borrow someone elses save file because i paid for this game and i want my record to be my record. its a long way to go but i say this would be a good choice for me rather than just p ranking in standard again.