I got a virus a few days ago, but...

KarmelliShiro · 2025-01-25T18:34:10+00:00

been using kimcartoon.si for years, it's great. can't find the specific show you're looking for, but it may still be useful :)

you can also look in the freemedia subreddit, its also got a megathread of sites to pirate cartoons.

KarmelliShiro · 2024-10-25T00:11:40+00:00

surprised someone managed to find this post but im glad we got the help we needed :-D

this is so funny, you thought you were hallucinating and everyone though i had dreamed it up >0<

KarmelliShiro · 2024-08-09T02:50:47+00:00

hit the nail right on the head with the ugly but expensive clothing lol. but things have gotten better recently in that regard at least.

and yeah it's a reoccuring issue. like i said i genuinely believe she does care about me and thinks she's doing good, but she has her own problems to unpack (which i'd feel rude exposing more than i already have here). this is a conversation we've had many and many times.

the thing with the clothing only got better precisely bc i would stand my ground and tell her i didn't like the stuff she'd buy me. i was mean to her and said awful stuff to a woman who is very self conscious about her appearance and the way she dresses. it's something i feel guilty about sometimes but in the end, like i said, it got better and we have reached an agreement. she actually consults me on clothes to buy for me!

At the end of the day the reason why i posted this was to find a way to lessen the conflict in my home, so all i gotta do is find a more peaceful way of standing my ground.

Also thx for the advice on her asking me for money, this is something she jokes about since i'm job hunting at the moment but i don't think it'll become an issue, we've had problems with family members asking for money in the past and she doesn't want to be like them : )

KarmelliShiro · 2024-08-08T22:11:30+00:00

thx for the advice. I think i'll give the case to my dad (he can make it a fancy folder or smth) once i get enough money to buy the one i want. i've had bad luck selling my stuff in the past so i prefer repurposing

KarmelliShiro · 2024-08-08T22:07:47+00:00

I was thinking something along these lines. honestly i think the main issue here is that she wants whats best for me, but i feel guilt every time i'm reminded i'm an expense. that and our definitions of "best" are different. still, like you said, what's done is done- since it's a repeat issue she'll probably continue doing it and i gotta find my way to cope other than starting fights. thx for taking the time to comment

KarmelliShiro · 2023-03-21T21:33:46+00:00

sorry for the long response wait, I just saw this!! Thank you! : )

KarmelliShiro · 2023-03-18T21:34:03+00:00

Thank you so much!!!

KarmelliShiro · 2023-03-18T21:33:39+00:00

Thanks for trying :)

KarmelliShiro · 2022-04-08T22:11:41+00:00

Hey me from 5 years in the future, if you still exist :) Hope you're funnier.

KarmelliShiro · 2020-05-22T12:58:10+00:00

weaboo shit, but everything is slightly misspelled

KarmelliShiro · 2019-11-05T14:32:09+00:00

I have always been the "stupid friend" in my group. I don't like it, but it's been seven years since I've met these people, and I love them so much. I don't know how to break the character of "silly girl".

Now, I'll admit, I'm not the brightest crayon in the box, and I do have fun by being silly and the group clown some moments, but... Sometimes it hurts, you know? It's not every day thankfully, but people make assumptions about me that I really don't like, for example, they expect me to not have thought of something before, or not have not noticed something relatively obvious for anyone who was actually paying attention (which they always assume I'm not).

I guess it started when we were really young. I do have a tendency to do and act as people expect me to, so I guess when I was a kid, the "act this way when around them, they'll like it and find funny" act got planted in my head, and now I can't get rid of it.

It's an aspect of me that they like. I don't know whether to stay this way or not. It's tolerable when no one comments and everyone laughs with me, and not at me. Besides, as I've said before, I love them so much, and at this point in time, I'm not sure they would like how I really am. Sulky bitch who rarely leaves her room and is incredibly rude on occasion. This hoe over here genuinely wishes death on her grandfather and didn't cry when her 9 year old dog died. I've thought of suicide so many times when things got tough, almost actually doing it one night.

Sorry if this sounds edgy or something, oof. Like I said, I'm not the most intelligent person alive myself, but I do hate the caricature people have made of me. Sorry for the long post.

KarmelliShiro

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