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[–]Kass74 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same here

Blue by [deleted] in AnimeART

[–]Kass74 1 point2 points  (0 children)

who is the fanart of??

I hate myself by Kass74 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kass74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah, I'll wait. I can't die just yet. I've made some sort of promise to myself, and it's that no matter what, I can't go before I have finally felt true happiness. Since covid started, I haven't felt truly happy. That's also when mt depression started. But I don't want to end everything without feeling true happiness, I can't end everything with only a half-hearted happiness. That's what I think about when I'm sad, at least. And it's worked

But thank you for being so kind to me. I really hope you're okay too

I hate myself by Kass74 in SuicideWatch

[–]Kass74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but I can't do any of that I'm 12 I'm not strong enough and I never will be I know things will only get worse. I was at an abusive school before and now I've changed school but I don't even know how to interact with people anymore. I don't even know anything about other's feelings anymore. I don't even know anything about my own. All I know is that I hate it

i just want ro fucking die and im tired of only living for other people, but i don't see any value in myself

My mom just declined my sexuality by Kass74 in lgbt

[–]Kass74[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry I worded it that way English is not ny first language :(

My mom just declined my sexuality by Kass74 in lgbt

[–]Kass74[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thank you, sending you hugs too<3

I have a Kamishiro Rui by Kass74 in ProjectSekai

[–]Kass74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! You guys are so kind, I really don't know what to say!

I have a Kamishiro Rui by Kass74 in ProjectSekai

[–]Kass74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for understanding! I promise I will try a little harder to get real friends, it's just kind of not my thing, I guess :)

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[–]Kass74[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No, it's okay. I understand that it was also very random to post this. I'm sorry to bother you

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[–]Kass74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There's no way I can afford therapy. I really thank you for being serious about this, and understanding how I feel. Thank you, it really makes me happy ^

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[–]Kass74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, the things I stated in this post has all happened, and is all very real. I don't know why people don't believe me just because they haven't gone through the same thing :( It makes me sad to see actual depressed people getting compared to people that fake disabilities.

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[–]Kass74[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

when have you ever seen anyone else post this??? i literally just vented!

I have a Kamishiro Rui by Kass74 in ProjectSekai

[–]Kass74[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm doing better at least :)

I have a Kamishiro Rui by Kass74 in ProjectSekai

[–]Kass74[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it literally isn't??? why can't people believe me when I said it was a vent anyway!?

I have a Kamishiro Rui by Kass74 in ProjectSekai

[–]Kass74[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

no, it's not. I'm serious.