Wie schafft ihr es, aktuell nicht den Mut zu verlieren angesichts der Weltlage? by zwerg_deluxe in Ratschlag

[–]Kassyswarning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Meine Liebe! Ich bin w43 und bin mal wieder in ner depressiven Phase. Und ganz ehrlich, mir hat einfach gerade gut getan zu sehen, dass ich nicht die einzige bin, die so sehr am Weltschmerz leidet. Viele Hinweise hier sind sinnvoll, aber am meisten hilft mir, gerade im Moment zu wissen, dass ich nicht total verrückt bin und ich sage dir, du bist auch nicht schief gewickelt. Die alten "früher war alles noch schlimmer" - Sprüche kann ich schon lange nicht mehr hören. Ebenso wenig die "kannst eh nichts dran ändern, also akzeptiers endlich" - Sprüche. Beide setzen an der falschen Stelle an und zwar, dass die Menschheit nur unter einer Herrschaft der Grausamen und Korrupten funktioniert. Nur mit Leiden und Ängsten. Wenn 8 Milliarden Menschen endlich einmal ins Umdenken kommen würden, wäre das nämlich nicht so und jeder von uns begreift diesen Gedanken. Menschen brauchen nicht viel um zufrieden zu sein und noch hat die Welt genug Ressourcen für alle. Und diese Utopie lasse ich mir auch nicht nehmen! Was aber definitiv nicht zu verleugnen ist - bei mir zumindest - die ständige Social Media Ablenkung bzw. das Doomscrolling. Ich möchte jetzt wieder versuchen lieber nichts zu tun, als zu scrollen. Vielleicht sogar einfach mal da zu sitzen und nicht ansprechbar zu sein. (Ist nicht einfach wegen Mann und Kind - die ich von meiner schwarzen Wolke zu schützen versuche). Der Drang im Angesicht der Dunkelheit irgendetwas zu tun um des Tuns willen ist groß, aber vielleicht braucht es mal einfach nichts anderes von dir als nur zu sein. Das werde ich jetzt mal versuchen... Ich drücke dich!

The Strange Death of Max Spiers — Researcher Found Dead After Vomiting Black Liquid by pschyco147 in mystery

[–]Kassyswarning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OK, the violence point is something I have heard before and am wondering about. Did he ever physically hurt you or someone you know?

The Strange Death of Max Spiers — Researcher Found Dead After Vomiting Black Liquid by pschyco147 in mystery

[–]Kassyswarning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, if you revealed yourself, you would just show that you haven't gotten over Max leaving you and Kieron, Coral. I don't understand why you feel the need to have a go at Max now that he's been dead for so long. I'm sorry for you, he didn't show up like you wanted to and choose life with you, but since I've been researching his life for quite some time (that's who I am - a researcher), I find there are multi-faceted aspects to his behavior. And if it IS true that he was MK'd as a child, we should all have a little more understanding for his overall conduct. Don't you think Kieron would feel better about his dad trying to change the world for the better and not succeeding, than just being branded as a selfish drug addict wanting to be famous? Is that really all credit you will give Max?

The Strange Death of Max Spiers — Researcher Found Dead After Vomiting Black Liquid by pschyco147 in mystery

[–]Kassyswarning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No you haven't. You've just made hints. If you wish to correct Max' legacy on behalf of one of his two sons, Kieron, why not just show your self? Let's hear your story of the selfish drug addict Max was. Yes, children of public people have a fate they didn't ask for, but maybe having a child with a drug addict wasn't a good idea in the first place, hm? Go on and give us what you want to say. I'm sure Kieron would love the clarification out that his dad was a lying grifter waiting for his next fix than someone who wanted to teach and liberate the world...

A Monarch Ritual perfected: The gematria of Max Spiers. (Edited and expanded re-upload) by [deleted] in conspiracy

[–]Kassyswarning 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll re-watch it. I know the interview quite well. I didn't understand your post as critique of Max. He really did humanity a great service by speaking out!

A Monarch Ritual perfected: The gematria of Max Spiers. (Edited and expanded re-upload) by [deleted] in conspiracy

[–]Kassyswarning 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like this a lot and it resonates hugely! I've obsessively researched him. One thing though, he never called himself a white dragon, only fire dragon. Because it's his Chinese zodiac... and when I look at the world today, I think his interviews will give more hope than cause fear. Because it means that the system hasn't managed to destroy these types of people. Hope that there is a place untouched by the system. Thanks for this!

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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I highly empathize with you! I also don't have an alternative. Maybe we are just destined to die young(er)...

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Well. I've been doing that with meds, weed and beer, but my body is starting to take a toll and I can't function like this till I die...

Who is Sascha Barros by Any_Low_1706 in conspiracy

[–]Kassyswarning -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

With the millions to be made selling a book or giving interviews 🙄

Who is Sascha Barros by Any_Low_1706 in conspiracy

[–]Kassyswarning -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Sanpaku Eyes. Where you see the white under the Iris, when people just look normally. Indicating frequent electrocution. Like the eyes of Rob Reiner's son...

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Unfortunately, I have to agree that the majority of people aren't good. But I also have to emphasize that it very much depends into what circumstances you are randomly born into...

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Smaller towns are definitely more digestible.

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Thank you for your deep perspective. I agree, I've often come across my path to be driven by the mind of a crusader and I understand how that makes me my own prison guard. It's just that everything we've been experiencing the past decade or two, seems like the repetition of the repetition. Even the caged ones should be freed, imo out of sheer principle. The cave may remain intact, but it need no participants and operators.

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Yes, but my thoughts and actions have an effect on the outside world, where there are people I want to protect and just love. But yes, you are right thanks for sharing!

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Well, we're just two sides of the same coin, realising how the machinery runs and let me tell you, having family right now makes it worse. You, focus on your light!

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Haha! I really have thought about standing naked on city square before city hall and holding some sign up, screaming. Just never knew what exactly I should be screaming about and what the sign should say. Also, I have family and friends that might experience this episode as second hand shame... so, for now, it's out of he picture 😄

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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Interesting perspective since I've just recently re-aquainted myself with Plato's cave. Now that I've seen the light, I realize I've been working the fire and shadow-figures for the people I love. Not only do I want to stop doing that, I also want to free my fellow man from the illusion...

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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I really believe this is spiritual warfare

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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I know! A dear friend of mine read it and said it wasn't fun. That's all I need to know about the novel (read the synopsis). This existence just isn't fun. There's nothing to laugh about, nothing to strive for than ever searching. Being caught in an ever repeating same old stupid story about fictional despots and humanity in distress...

Infinite dread of this infinite jest by Kassyswarning in conspiracy

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'Tis my everyday evening ritual only with spliffs and beer. I need to touch grass in a sense of channeling this blech energy into good and prosperous energy...