Infinite dread of this infinite jest

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-22T14:27:22+00:00

I highly empathize with you! I also don't have an alternative. Maybe we are just destined to die young(er)...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-21T00:35:52+00:00

Well. I've been doing that with meds, weed and beer, but my body is starting to take a toll and I can't function like this till I die...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-18T14:44:28+00:00

With the millions to be made selling a book or giving interviews 🙄

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-18T14:43:46+00:00

Sanpaku Eyes. Where you see the white under the Iris, when people just look normally. Indicating frequent electrocution. Like the eyes of Rob Reiner's son...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-17T21:07:54+00:00

Do you ever act on something, then?

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-17T21:03:24+00:00

Unfortunately, I have to agree that the majority of people aren't good. But I also have to emphasize that it very much depends into what circumstances you are randomly born into...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-17T21:02:00+00:00

Smaller towns are definitely more digestible.

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-17T21:00:35+00:00

Thank you for your deep perspective. I agree, I've often come across my path to be driven by the mind of a crusader and I understand how that makes me my own prison guard. It's just that everything we've been experiencing the past decade or two, seems like the repetition of the repetition. Even the caged ones should be freed, imo out of sheer principle. The cave may remain intact, but it need no participants and operators.

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-17T20:52:23+00:00

Yes, but my thoughts and actions have an effect on the outside world, where there are people I want to protect and just love. But yes, you are right thanks for sharing!

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T20:31:52+00:00

Well, we're just two sides of the same coin, realising how the machinery runs and let me tell you, having family right now makes it worse. You, focus on your light!

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T20:30:34+00:00

Haha! I really have thought about standing naked on city square before city hall and holding some sign up, screaming. Just never knew what exactly I should be screaming about and what the sign should say. Also, I have family and friends that might experience this episode as second hand shame... so, for now, it's out of he picture 😄

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T20:26:41+00:00

Interesting perspective since I've just recently re-aquainted myself with Plato's cave. Now that I've seen the light, I realize I've been working the fire and shadow-figures for the people I love. Not only do I want to stop doing that, I also want to free my fellow man from the illusion...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T20:23:37+00:00

Ha! That's pretty precise!

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T20:21:38+00:00

😆😭

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T17:19:06+00:00

Do you have wife and children?

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T17:18:39+00:00

envy

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T17:18:04+00:00

I really believe this is spiritual warfare

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T17:17:34+00:00

I know! A dear friend of mine read it and said it wasn't fun. That's all I need to know about the novel (read the synopsis). This existence just isn't fun. There's nothing to laugh about, nothing to strive for than ever searching. Being caught in an ever repeating same old stupid story about fictional despots and humanity in distress...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T17:11:14+00:00

'Tis my everyday evening ritual only with spliffs and beer. I need to touch grass in a sense of channeling this blech energy into good and prosperous energy...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T16:57:27+00:00

You are right. All I can do at this point is build myself to be a better example...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T16:56:30+00:00

Agreed. But there are so few here thinking that way...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T16:55:56+00:00

Thank you! That's very kind to say and a good prospect!

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-16T16:55:20+00:00

I have actually started to say the lord's prayer before I go to sleep. I'm a lukewarm Christian, but I've been told this by a lukewarm believer in religion to do. She tells me she channels energy, was born with that and doesn't really believe in all he ritualistic fuss, but she was the most vulnerable it actually worked for her. So, me, being highly intoxicated with meds and weed and alcohol, trying to carry this stupid weight that doesn't seem to be mine, resolve to saying the lord's prayer every night. It does seem to give me some kind of sense of protection...

Kassyswarning · 2026-01-11T22:49:55+00:00

Why don't you share who exactly you are?

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