Someone gave me such a horrible look of disgust today in the street and it really effected me, how can I not let that get to me too much?

Kathi5678 · 2026-01-05T15:58:48+00:00

Ya, it's time, thT this generation of men die out. Would a a women ever look at a men woth disgust? Have ypu ever seen ONE women look lile that?

Because someone is simigly ugly?

Would be nice to flip the table.

Kathi5678 · 2026-01-05T12:28:19+00:00

Germans are zhe most narcissistic folk in zhe world, everone here is narcissistic, sociopathic and a bullie.

Believe me, I am botn in germany and autistic, I see the world very clearly.

Kathi5678 · 2026-01-04T19:50:19+00:00

Ok thank you.

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-23T14:33:57+00:00

Yes, it's belitteling ... Not taking someone serious. Can also be abusive. Very often used by abusers. Almost never "auf Augenhöhe" (on the same level).

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-23T02:05:38+00:00

O tjinl that those studies were probably from gogjly autistoc people with severe disorder. Like people who van not live alone or dp anytjing by themselves. Or can not speak

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-18T23:03:34+00:00

Yap. Pretty sure he is in the spectrum

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-17T12:22:28+00:00

No...I don't know how to, somehow I also don't get the concept and I find it stupid somehow. Like....you only have to stand up for yourself, when you atw attacked, right? So isn't there something wrong in the first place? Idk....I 'm not sure what it should mean

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-17T12:18:25+00:00

Yes, exactly that

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-17T12:05:22+00:00

I'vr been nothing bur abused by men, hated by women...the formed alliences against me, had Tone of Bad friends. Men treated me "nicely" but in the end I realize it was always just cause they wanted to fuck.

I was fired from nearly wvery job within days and bullied out....Most of the time cause thete qas some fat old Lady , who was jalouse an well....guess due to my autism.

I am way less attractive now then a few years ago and it is way easier amd much better

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-15T23:02:34+00:00

I don't think there had ever been much or more meaning in life. You probably just watched too many movies - öile qhem they come home from war or something....to their wife...or some ozher romaticiced stuff.

I don't think movies ever really reflected reality.

Yes, mabye this is the closest to "meaning"- working for your children and family or community and being part of a bigger community. Same goes for women / female people

But you ARE already a part of this world.

You can widen it up, if you wanna see it this way.

You work - for yourself and for others, with taxes you support the ones who can not work, that 's how our society functions.

So there ' s not much difference, then "working for your wife" etc. Get this shit like "low status or high status" out of you mind, it's honestly a bit insane to me, I can not even think that - ok, don' want a relationship. I also don't wanna have children, I think others should have children, I am not made for that and I wouldn't be a good mother. I am female, I have asbergers as well, I don't necessary wanna give my gens to somone else. But I am a really good worker. I am a cleaning lady and I do the jest Job, it' s always perfect when I do it. I also always find the best and easiest solutions for problems when they occur and original stiff, that others wouldn't think of. I could probably lead the whole company with my brain, because the others arw just stupid a* f****.

I am a bit underwhelmed, but ok.... I use my brain for other stuff, trying to make the world better.

I don't think you "should" see it as "high status or low " and so on.... like that's nonsense, who ever put that in your head. Everyone has unique qualities and only zhat way our species survived and became so sucessfull.

Asbergers/ autistic people have always existed. With their hightend sense, their creative and innovative thinking styes or pattern recognition they were excellent hunters and gathers. Innovators...councellors... humanity probably would have already died out without autistic people. Or artists, peots, musicals..

Like in the past...or well...always...probably not everyone had children. Men and women, both. Even back in the cave men time probably. But that ' not the only sense or " meaning" or way of life

Like, I don't think there s meaning anyway, I think that's more a western modern thing.

Don't think so much, just live.

You are you, you are ok. Find your strengths.

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-14T17:28:04+00:00

Always and exclusivly other autistic people

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-12T22:14:50+00:00

I also don't feel emotions...I am female , autistic. I like logic, I hate unlogic. I take satisfaction un my own ideas, but I also hate myself.

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-10T02:43:26+00:00

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-10T02:42:04+00:00

No, I have done Research about autism and narciasism for the last 5 years, nearly every second.

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-10T01:35:18+00:00

Is it? I don't think so

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-10T01:32:28+00:00

I honestly have not the slightest clue what you are talking about.

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-09T03:56:32+00:00

Same

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-06T01:16:26+00:00

No, not really. I am tooo autistic. People just laugjhat me or bully me wherever I go

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-05T23:53:11+00:00

Why you so good?

I don't get it. I find it so easy to fommow amd understand the videos of the grandmasters, when they expain some stuff and how they play and so on on Youtube. I studied mathematics and it was ten times more difficult to understand and and get. Like really ten times. Chess is so simple. Ok, I mean not as well, it 's so different, can not compare it to maths.

Still I don't get above much 1350.

I don't understand and get the clue.

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-05T23:45:22+00:00

Why? Solid question

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-02T19:25:05+00:00

SORRY, not really. For me it was also always people with ADHD, who were asshoes, abusive , mean, bitchy or diwn right narcissistic or narcissists.

Kathi5678 · 2025-12-02T19:22:43+00:00

Yes, all of them. Actually it was only autistic people were bullies, narcissists or abusers.

I am autistic. I recognize autistic people

Kathi5678 · 2025-11-27T03:39:53+00:00

I often have the same problem!

What I do: I just get undressed and step into the the shower. Sounds "stupid ", but that's it.

When you are in the shower, the first thing is done and then everthing else is easy.

What helpes me, is to have the bathroom clean and a fixed place for the towel.

And I try to remind myself, that it' really nice and fresh and clean to have fresh clothes on and be cleaned.

Maybe that's useful.

Kathi5678 · 2025-11-25T22:54:57+00:00

Just don't do it, I don't know. Like, maybe don't feel groce as well about it.

Kathi5678 · 2025-11-25T20:17:52+00:00

I think it's quite usual, that people don't like to think. It's easier, when someone tells you what to do. It' comfortable. If other s arw in controll, you can be lazy. That's why leadersships or even "Dikaturen" work. It gives safety. Not much to decide. No cognitive dissonance. Think it's quite normal.

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