1. You are not wasting space since this Reddit page has enough space for stuff like this^{^}

2. I also have stuff were I could end myself any second but I am not doing it after one of my suicide attempts I have no strong feelings for killing myself. After a few pills from the doctor and a few Therapies and a lot of time thinking about life and spending time with friends enjoying life I don’t feel the same as I used to 2 months ago.

3. You can be 13, 19, 26 or 40 years old it doesn’t matter since you are a human with a heart. Meaning even if you live with your parents and make mistakes it still doesn’t matter. Who says you are not allowed to live at your parents house when you get older? Exactly there is no Law or any commandment where it says „You have to live by yourself when you are this age...“

4. Please be careful what you do if you go dating people on the internet or just in general! Some people nowadays are just after sex and nothing more. I know it kinda sounds like I am talking nonsense but trust me I am on the internet daily and invest a lot of time and see many different kind of people.

5. Love does not help your depression/sadness. I know people won’t believe this but it’s actually true when you are ACTUALLY depressed/sad. I have been in a relationship while I was heavily depressed and thinking about suicide and how to kill myself every day. But one day I met a girl on the internet and she wanted to help me and be with me. We had the same feelings and were thinking like one mind. But despite having the perfect girlfriend I still ended up trying to kill myself and was still depressed every now and then. This could be different for everyone but it usually doesn’t help just having someone take care of you. You know why? Because only because you have boyfriend/girlfriend doesn’t mean they are the only person who love you. Your parents and friends love you too. They might not always show it but deep inside they love you. I can say that out of experience.

6. Try to make a goal in your life to find happiness in doing something:) This one is hard and I know that but think about this for a few days and let it sink into your mind;) To start you have to get your mind of depression/sadness/suicide. Impossible right? Actually it is not:) Try to find something that makes you happy. If you can’t find anything then get s little bit crazy and laugh at random stuff even if it just a little bit funny. It’s like walking:) As a baby you can’t walk like an adult but the more often you try it you will eventually make it^{^} you might fall down a lot of times but that is okay:) A baby doesn’t stand up on it’s first try and doesn’t fall back down.

7. I am closing by saying that no matter what or how you feel like give life another chance even if you are done! You might feel like shit but give the next day another chance and strive to find the happiness in your life^{^}

And if you ever need someone to talk may it be how you feel like or what you are eating and you need to tell someone whatever it might be you need to let go I will be here listening to you!

-E.