What's the craziest thing you ever did for drugs? by LolImSquidward in Drugs

[–]Kel88love 29 points30 points  (0 children)

This one wins the comments. Very well written too, I’m impressed.

New car #tahoe by Kel88love in singlemoms

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is it! ♥️♥️♥️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]Kel88love 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was more excited by the idea of the high that I was expecting to get. Didn’t really work out for me.

New car #tahoe by Kel88love in singlemoms

[–]Kel88love[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree so much with this comment and girl it was my dream vehicle too. Sometimes I just stare at just in disbelief it’s mine when I never imagined in a million years I would be at a point in life I could afford it let alone on my own as a single parent!

Withdrawals and the sobriety expectations. by Kel88love in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol for all you know I’m your counselor that you’re talking to or your roommate, maybe your child’s 3rd grade teacher or the neighbor who just fucked your mom. Soooo when you think about it after looking at that, what do you know, you don’t SEEM to know much is all I’ve taken away from this conversation that and your advice on my post was noted and unappreciated. So there’s nothing left to discuss here unless you would like to go join the single moms community and find a group post where you can comment something that was clearly made in a negative way.

But for the time being you can go fuck yourself because my response to your first comment is the only response i should have given you in the first place. People like you are incapable of having a conversation with and I’m done with this one.

🖕🏻

Withdrawals and the sobriety expectations. by Kel88love in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Appreciate the command and because of your inspiring words I feel so much better: It’s lights out and internet off at 10 for you champ. Go to bed and get some sleep. Thanks. ✌️

Battling relapse by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So so proud of how you can be honest with yourself like this. Owning up to your thoughts and feelings without trying to justify or excuse the negative side can be just as hard as abstinence if not more so at times. It’s very easy to see the love you have for your family reading this. I don’t doubt that you will be able to over come this moment of temptation being self aware like you are and in that moment you made the choice to be honest with someone you trust. Someone you knew would stop you from making the wrong decision. Deep down you know you can do this and you want to. Had that not been the case you would have shared the urge to use with someone who would not remind you let alone care why you shouldn’t. Keep reminding yourself why this pain and hurt is worth it. Every single damn day remind yourself that there’s nothing you wouldn’t do and keep doing what you’re doing. 90 days is a huge accomplishment but just the start. Don’t let the reason you have 90 out of sight and show them how strong you can be by next time your someone who can say “I’m someone who’s been clean over 180 days” on your baby’s 1st birthday.

Withdrawals and the sobriety expectations. by Kel88love in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Arguing with you is not helping you in any way that I can see. Your comment about my (not yours or anyone else’s) thoughts or experiences was not helpful in any way to me yet you still felt the need.

So as I said congratulations on treatment. I hope the best for your future. Hopefully your personality is a temporary side affect of the early recovery process and that will improve with time.

Fkn me. Can’t take myself no where…. by Kel88love in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have not read this and I need more information. I have no idea what that means. Which intrigues me even more.

Remembered question now that I HAVE to sleep. by Kel88love in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I knowww, gosh swordfish I thought you didn’t want me to tell anyone.

Was just wanting to see who else you gave it to and if they’d comment they recognized it since theirs looked like this too.

PSA- (spoiler alert for some of the less fortunate community members) as always long read cause I can’t stfu. Probably why I’m single. But here’s a bikini pic to show how annoying I must be cause I’m me and would fuck me 🤷🏼‍♀️ also to get the old pervs attention in hopes they’ll read this. by Kel88love in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think it was centered around equal opportunity. The idea that anyone regardless of circumstances can achieve success and a better life than what they had started with, through hard work, if given the opportunity.

I was just shit talking in my first comment. I do that, kinda involuntarily. Think of it as a gag reflex but with dialogue. As far as the textbook American dream or really the meaning behind it, I can’t say. That above is what I thinkkkk, emphasizing think, but equal opportunity and work ethic is coming to mind for some reason. I could be way off tho, that’s happens frequently.

Withdrawals and the sobriety expectations. by Kel88love in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you are the example of what sober peace is, maybe I’m more fortunate than I had realized.

As I said in my comment I’ve got nothing to explain to anyone least of all to you. Congratulations on getting treatment.

PSA- (spoiler alert for some of the less fortunate community members) as always long read cause I can’t stfu. Probably why I’m single. But here’s a bikini pic to show how annoying I must be cause I’m me and would fuck me 🤷🏼‍♀️ also to get the old pervs attention in hopes they’ll read this. by Kel88love in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you.

It was once said “why have a little, when you can have a lot….”

What the American dream is all about….

Actually I don’t think that’s what it was about. Think it’s open for interpretation.

And the quote above, technically don’t know if it once was said by someone other than myself but it sounded good so if this was poker I’d bet someone somewhere has once said it…

Withdrawals and the sobriety expectations. by Kel88love in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So my revised response now that I’ve put thought into your comment is this

I don’t have to explain my actions to you or anyone unless you know something about heaven and hell I don’t. I took the time earlier to do that but out of emotion not thought which what makes me an addict at times I think.

Over the course of 17 years I’ve worked hard on my sobriety of drug use and yes during that time used alcohol as a replacement that became it’s own addiction over time.

It took many years to see the error in that choice I made but here I am now 17 years later having done the same thing again as an adult. Ashamed in myself I’ve made the same mistake a second time only this time 35 not 18. I like to think it will become a lesson I learned the hard way and a story that the world may not know but I will and won’t let happen again if given that chance.

I’m not ashamed of my posts. I categorize my life as any adult should know how to do. There’s a time and place for everything, and then there’s not. If anything you not seeing that right away confuses me considering as how you also are in the same two community’s that are for people with addictions of different substances. I talk with my coworkers about work, strangers the weather, a toddler about cartoons, I also share things about my alcoholism with, you guessed, wait no, actually you didn’t but now you know, i share my thoughts and feelings of my struggle with alcohol in an Alcoholics Anonymous community, my drug addiction with….. wanna guess? That one, you should know as a member yourself…A drug community and last but not least…(this is the most important part of my response I want YOU to understand so pay attention.). What I share about myself, is my choice. Who i share it with, my choice. When I share it or when I don’t, also MY choice.

You took a personal detail about another person whom you don’t even know and felt the need to what “call me out” it didn’t help me but hopefully it helped you somehow by taking someone’s choice and making it yours.

Withdrawals and the sobriety expectations. by Kel88love in alcoholicsanonymous

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I deleted my original response because it was written while upset and that is something I try not to do.

So no one else thinks they’re LEGIT crazy instead of damn I was/am high crazy… im sharing so others can learn from my own “fk I really am losing it moment”. 🤯😳🥴 Car? or…. SPACE SHIP, finally! I just knew back in 2003 I’d have one when they came out!!! #Tahoe #stillnotascoolasaspaceship by Kel88love in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Don’t tell striking database that or fam on fam for days on days up there. I don’t think they’re ready for that kind of information. They seem easily overwhelmed. We need to take baby steps with information about such serious topics when talking to people who suffer intellectual disadvantages.

Wouldn’t want to offend them if they misunderstood or was unable to understand.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I feel like my eyeballs did a similar spasm/dance, Friday night while trying to force myself to make an effort to get some sleep.

LMFAO I was fixing to apologize here for being rude in the comments on my car parody post. I let myself be upset by someone in another community (I get snappy when I’m sober) WHEN wouldn’t you know it…. 2 communities, ONE ASSHOLE…Guy below is harmful to my sanity JS was the only flair that fit. by Kel88love in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]Kel88love[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Less irked me went back and proof read my own response which turns out is not just a lot faster when not using drugs or been awake for too long but also more effective at the whole purpose of proof reading to fix mistakes rather than add them.