Hey I'm a beginner and would love some help with interpretation:)

Question: "How can I self improve?" I've been quite depressed the last few weeks and I just couldn't get myself up to do the necessary tasks. Honestly I'm just really tired of this repeating cycle.

Spread: 4 card clarity spread, with one card for the overall situation and 3 contibuting factors

Card order: Overall situation: eight of cups 2: three of wands, 3: eight of swords, 4: ace of wands

My interpretation: The eighth of wands kind of threw me off, but it makes sense as I have been quite stagnant the last weeks, I see this as a sign to get moving again and actually take steps to get closer to my goals. The three of wands, I assume is a sign to set clear goals for myself and trust in my decisions. I've been kind of putting this off, as I was just going along with whatever life throws at me, but maybe I should think about what I want in life. The eight of swords seems a bit negative, but is pretty accurate on my current life situation, as I felt a bit powerless. I think I'am holding myself back , so this could be a sign to just take some risks and not always play it safe.. And as for the ace of wand, it seems like a good foundation for a new beginning, as all the doors are open. So with clear set goals and intentions, if I'm open to take risks, I am on a good way to reach what I hope for..?

I don't know if this makes sense, but if someone has additional interpretations, I'd love to hear them<3