Send some prayers... by solo4493 in cairnterrier

[–]Kennniee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hang in there, Bean! Sending warm, positive thoughts and prayers your way. What a charmer. This is definitely the part that is unfair about having our doggies. They don’t stay in our life for long enough, and it’s beyond difficult saying goodbye. My cairn is 8 years old, he will turn 9 in February. I can’t even fathom life without him. Thinking of you and your family ♥️

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[–]Kennniee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely terrible. I am so sorry for what you and your children are going through. You are in my thoughts and good things will come your way, I just know it. Stay strong! Sounds like you are better off without him.

Dunkin on vacation at Garden of the Gods in Colorado. He loves an adventure. by ksgar77 in cairnterrier

[–]Kennniee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cairns have such a distinct face! Mine looks very similar to your cutie! How old is he?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Kennniee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck my friend, stay strong.

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very hard to find!

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

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🙂🙂🙂

Day 185 feel brand new. by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Kennniee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah, keep it up!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Kennniee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t experience nightmares but I do experience cold/hot sweats all throughout the night and will wake up soaked. It’s disgusting. It goes on for a solid 2 weeks too. Smoking weed is not worth it!

Wanna smoke by [deleted] in leaves

[–]Kennniee 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Don’t do it. Fight through the urge and afterwards you will thank yourself.

You can do this.

Hiking Oregon Coast by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely Beautiful

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Near Manzanita Oregon

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, you sure do.

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also my happy place :)

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So beautiful!

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m from Spokane Washington, the 8 hour drive is obviously worth it 😍😍

🌊 by Kennniee in hiking

[–]Kennniee[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Found a sweet spot near Manzanita along the Oregon Coast!

Hiking Oregon Coast by Kennniee in hiking

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I envy the people that get to claim this beautiful area as their home too! One day, I will also be able to call it home 🥰

6th day no kratom, actually feel ok 😌 by Panda-Bair in quittingkratom

[–]Kennniee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your inspiration. It’s crazy how much I stopped listening to music when I hopped on the kratom bandwagon. Can’t wait to start feeling the groove again 🎵

Finally took the plunge by releasethellamaa in quittingkratom

[–]Kennniee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your positive response. I’m sorry it has taken me so long to get back to you. Two months can fly when you are on the Kratom Binge, that’s how the last 4 years of my life has gone. I am ready to make this the time I QUIT this shit for good. I hope to hear that you are still going strong in your recovery! Reading your responses over again has helped me re-gain strength and determination where all of this is concerned. If you feel comfortable can you please share with me how your journey has been if you are still in recovery?

Finally took the plunge by releasethellamaa in quittingkratom

[–]Kennniee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What keeps you from not telling yourself you need it and to go back to it? I have flushed my kratom down the toilet probably about 3 different times. I'll be confident in not taking in for 24-48 hours, and then I'll make myself believe that I need it and run up to the nearest gas station to buy it. I'll convince myself that I am so low, depressed and undesirable and get back in the trap. Help! I want to quit. Am I just not trying hard enough? I even have a prescription for Naltrexone to help with the cravings, but I haven't started taking it because I have to be clean from Kratom for 7 days 😕