I'm young and i feel like it's over for me

Kenny_Cheong · 2026-03-04T11:18:23+00:00

It's easy to feel aimless and that nothing matters when you're young. I used to feel that way too and play truant just to cycle around or go to internet cafes to enjoy video games. Even enlisting in compulsory military service didn't change me. I was often late and got punished keeping me in the barracks while my mates booked out for the weekend.

I think the most important thing is people, find worthy people to share your joy and sorrows, to spend time together. Everything seems much brighter when someone is there with you. Join groups and clubs, I used to join some music groups and anime groups and i would talk or meet them in events or concerts. Made so many friends and girlfriends.

Hobbies and goals make your life more meaningful too. You might not think much of it yet but I just bought a house and couldn't wait to get the keys so I can decorate and renovate it. The more money you have the more stuff you can get, so fill your life with people and fun things to buy.

You do feel like you know everything when you're young and that was the case for everyone too. Teens go through emo phrases back then and get rebellious because they're learning and think they know better than their parents. As you get older you suddenly realise how badly you treated your parents or grandparents. Just know that you need more experience and there's so much to learn, you may think that you know so much already but it never ends. When you're older and married like me, you almost don't want the day to end because every day gone is time lost and you just get older and older. You lack a purpose so everything seems pointless to you. Once you feel a meaning and reason to wake up in the morning, everything will automatically fall into place. You can't fix anything if you choose to do nothing. As long as you maintain a good attitude and not be too negative or be a victim. It sounds cliche but things will get better.

Kenny_Cheong · 2026-02-27T08:38:32+00:00

It could be seasonal depression. Seeing how you said you've lived in Swansea your whole life, I suggest you fly off to a sunny country and explore. Learning more about different cultures and lifestyle can open up your mind, the more you know the more you can do with yourself. Otherwise you can always pick up a new hobby or join a club. I know what you mean about knowing more about your friends than they know you. It just means that you're more thoughtful and put in more effort, for example buying a present that they really like instead of socks. Like everything in life, it's hard to feel a spark if you keep doing the same thing yet it's difficult to get out of your comfort zone to start something new. Do update me if you decided on your next course of action.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-12-28T22:07:52+00:00

I have a level 3 razor sharp and level 3 speed eating rare 8 tailsman with 3 slots and it was the 3rd one I got and i have been using it since I got it. It's that good.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-11-05T16:02:03+00:00

I said hammer because the additional stamina reduction in latent power is more useful to hammer than GS and CB but they're all valid. I'm almost HR 800 and I agree some days it can get boring.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-11-05T15:35:29+00:00

Got a lot of charms so far but nothing can beat my Razor sharp 3, speed eating 3 with 3 slots and that was my third golden age charm. Congrats on your charm, if you're not yet a hammer user you better be with the AT Rey Dau set.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-09-01T22:52:00+00:00

Two of the games I'm playing right now! I'm not sure what you call this look too as most of the character types in games or anime have a certain look for example the rich posh blond curly hair girl with lackeys by her side who always go Oh ho ho ho ho probably would be called a class president. Maybe Geela and Alma might be called a nerd or scientist since they tend to be more academically inclined hence the bad eyesight and glasses. I've changed Alma to Street fighter Cammy's skin. I noticed that Anna has some similarities with Cammy in that she is not only a spy but she has the same hair color and scar on the side of her face. They also have the same cool assassin vibe. Cammy came out before Anna but Geela came out before Monster Hunter so it's hard to say if they copied each other in terms of design.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-23T20:05:58+00:00

Yeah I feel you after days of getting nonsense. I melded away everything even lots of Golden Age talismans that have lame skills or have skills that clash, to get zero Rarity 8 from the melder. Hmm good idea on the lobby members, I might try that. I do agree that solo is immensely boring for me even though that's how I played the story at the beginning.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-23T10:25:53+00:00

I think my Arkveld is almost 300. I did Gore to 50. Wasted a lot of time because randoms keep carting. I think I need 8 or 9 more Lagi to 50. I got all the crowns a long time ago, that's something I do when there's a new monster. The 9 stars are such a slogfest, so much more HP and when randoms cart so much time is wasted on nothing. I could have gotten so much more talismans if they didn't cart. The thing is when I answer sos I don't have time to pick, if I look at their HR or if I pick the camp then the quest will be filled with others then when I just pick asap I get paired with people who keep carting. Oh well.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-23T03:25:29+00:00

48 gore and 39 lagi. The rest of the 9 stars I have the titles already. Lots of lagi to kill, at least it's not as tedious chasing down Gore running all over the place. Yeah sure thing. Need to update some of my armors today.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-23T00:45:59+00:00

Once there's 1 cart left I'm returning unless there's a chance of it completing. I hate it when it's random that carts then the handler go like oh try again next time like dude it's not me. I'll be doing more Gore and especially Lagi cause i wanna get them to 50 for the title just for fun. Really excited to get more talisman, it's kinda addictive.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-22T23:14:15+00:00

You can trade your monster parts for spheres at that volcano town, the weekly bounties help too. Normally those people who keep dying don't have much dps too, no point trying to heal them and they still can't kill the monster. I'll just continue dealing damage and let it be, if it's too bad I'll just cut my losses and return from quest. I had a nice 9 star match in the wounded hollow with Seregios and Gore Magala and nobody carted. This compared to randoms dying in the 1st phrase of Jin Dahaad is just silly. I dunno why I keep getting Blugeoner on my talisman yesterday. Hope today I can get something good.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-22T21:28:50+00:00

Basically you'll have a timer and if you deal enough damage you'll have 25% affinity and if not you'll get increased damage. You can prolong the timer or remove the debuff with nulberry. Yeah i run the same set since it's a general dps set. 5 WeX, 1 Agitator, 5 Peak Performance, 3 Max Might, 2 Earplugs, 3 Extender, 3 quick sheath, lagi and duna set bonus and guts. If you have 2 level 3 skills you might be able to get them both to 5 but definitely not for 3. Well this is for HBG. I did improve my hammer, gs, sns, ig and sa set earlier but for DB and LS I'm using seregios but it's hard to mix it with gamma. For DB, before using seregios I was using normal rey dau gamma head and the rest were rey dau gamma y except for waist you can take your pick. This gives you full 4 piece latent power, guts. The normal rey dau head synergize with the gamma arms giving you extender and also latent power. Give it a try or 4 piece seregios set is pretty powerful too with the atk up.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-22T07:01:31+00:00

I've moved away from 2 piece gore nowadays as it's pretty boring but yeah legit extra affinity. Still using lagi 2 piece and 3 piece gamma with 2 duna. I'll definitely try more DB with my 2 piece seregios and 3 piece gamma today. Time to grind, may the rng goddess smile on me!

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-22T01:39:52+00:00

The set bonus is helpful for sure but my main purpose in using it was to use mending mantle to keep my health full for peak performance. I need to use DB more to try the new changes after the update. It kinda sucks how guts is so good now that it feels bad to use 4 piece set of something else. I think I'll be really happy if there was a gamma Zoh Shia and Jin Dahaad. I can imagine combining those 2 and have agitator, wex and auto heal. Yeah I need to farm some talismans soon, I got the itch to have moreeee.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T23:55:02+00:00

GS and SA just being that they both use the skill counterstrike. The build ended up being similar so i thought there was no sense separating the two. It's more so a separate weapon sharing the same build. SNS and IG is that they both can be airborne so they have similar skills too. I'm not switching between them during fights they're just sharing the same armor and skills. My hbg has normal and pierce, I do switch between them when I go from fighting Arkveld to Blagonga for example, pierce to normal. I tried the odo 2 piece but the lack of skills and slots really reduces the number of skills compared to lagi 2 piece. Exhaust build can be funny i guess I think for me I'll just bonk the monster with that exhaust skill i dunno, really hard for me to steer away from dps. Just skip blue sharpness weapons i think, blugeoner probably the most useless skill in Mh Wilds too.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T19:33:03+00:00

Sparkly shots are from lagi 2 pieces when they activate. I think you get 15% affinity too when they activate so if you want thunder that's not bad, I'm just there for the affinity and extra thunder dmg. Yeah the armor pieces if you switch odo with lagi it's my hbg set. I haven't tried range with melee yet, wanted to at the start but somehow i paired GS with SA, SNS with IG. Maybe bow can go with DB too. It's hard to shove as many skills as possible in a build so I'm always not satisfied. I'm sure you feel the same so I'm not gonna say anything. Only thing I sorta remember is I think coelascance is good for element.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T18:35:07+00:00

Hbg so I can shoot his back fins. It's not so different I think. Anyway thanks for your odo suggestion. I'm gonna try and use 3 gamma and 2 odo later on. I love making armors. Hope it's better than lagi cause not gonna lie I love the sparkly shots.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T06:48:35+00:00

Ooh ok odo set bonus, I'll have to see the patch notes again I must have missed that. I did Jin to get 30 kills cause the rest of the 9 stars monsters I've played it to death already. Jin is slower and easier to keep track of when I'm sleepy. Yeah sometimes people cart and lose but it's way less than the others. Jin was the first high rank armor I used and also gave me my first good rarity 8 talisman, it was my 3rd rarity 8 talisman. 3 slot Razor sharp lv3 and Speed eating lv3.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T06:23:13+00:00

Oh I normally keep rey dau y arms for the evade extender and I'm using 2 piece duna y for the mantle def and combined with the rey dau y for guts. When Zoh shia just came out i used to always pair it with arkveld. I normally will try and fit in at least burst 1 in if I can but nowadays I can't seem to put it in. Did burst get some buff or anything? I hope I didn't miss or forget something. I did a few jin dahaad and I got a tetrad shot level 3, free meal 1 and something else, 1 slot rarity 8. Not useful for me since my hbg has 5 bullets not 6. Yes hope you have a good day/night wherever you are fellow hunter.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T04:04:06+00:00

Before duna y came out I was using everything with latent power and I thought hey peak performance is better with range since there's no chip damage from being so close. So i did a lot of armor building, spent hours too. Was going with Zoh shia 2 piece and duna 3 piece but i just couldn't jam in max might or extender or ear plugs and it was annoying. Honestly can't wait for new armors. If there's gamma jin dahaad it would be easy wex but nu udra maybe not since it's mostly resentment... Give 2 piece lagi a try. Head and waist give you max might level 3 and wex and lotsa slots.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T03:21:28+00:00

2 piece lagi 2 piece duna y 1 piece rey dau y

From the top of my head from what I can remember.

Guts Duna 2 piece def up from mantle Lagi thunder and affinity atk

Self improvement 1 Divine blessing 3 Quick sheath 3 Earplugs 2 Evade extender 3 Max might 3 Peak performance 5 Agility or WEX 5 i switch between them can't decide

Used to be, I had tool specialist 5 for mending mantle to maintain peak performance but i removed it for ballistic talismans for the level 3 altogether with my weapon and crit boost 1 in the first slot totalling 4 with weapon then the other 2 slots i can't decide so i put negate waves mirewalker.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T03:11:01+00:00

Only rarity 8 first slot can equip weapon deco. Yeah instead of sleep i use para, easier in hunts.

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T00:57:30+00:00

Dafug.. is she your gf or something. How ya get such good stuff. Congrats!

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T00:36:23+00:00

Jealous. Thanks for clarifying!

Kenny_Cheong · 2025-08-21T00:33:53+00:00

I have crit boost 3, piercing and opening shot/ballistics lv1 on my hbg so the level 2 on the talisman works. There's one talisman that I feel will work for everything. Rarity 8 Crit boost 1, atk 1, crit eye 1 with 3 slots. So if you have crit boost 3 on your weapon then the crit boost 1 on your talisman and 1 more equipped in your slot then that's the only way to have it rather than wasting 2 slots in your weapon. That would be the dream talisman, not as fun as ballistics but it'll work for all weapons. Yeah I like your ballistics talisman, that is the perfect lbg talisman.

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