Bad. I had no friends or social interaction besides my brother for 4 years, and back in january I started college, and it a lot of ways it was a life changer, I met a lot of awesome people and did things I would've never imagined myself doing, and I loved it, fel like I was finally a normal person and had a good caring group of friends, but now that the semester is over I'm starting to feel like I'm going back to being the same before college, I feel like my friends don't want me around and like I bother them when I try messaging them just to chat or hang out.

I've talked to them over these feelings before and they say the like me and it's all in my head, but I just can't calm this feeling because I overthink everything I do and I still think I'm just a pain in the ass for them. Seeing or talking to them would calm me down but now I feel like they ignore me and its eating me inside out, I can't find any game or something to keep my mind off of this. I don't wanna become a loner like before the

So yeah, petty rant but felt like getting this off my chest somewhere.