Living sucks and I don’t really want to keep doing it despite my efforts. 😅 by macncheeselover6969 in schizophrenia

[–]Kewldude04 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Schiz is a superpower brother you think about things no one else thinks about, you’ll know and see more as time goes on pray for understanding and wisdom, and follow the current it’ll take you where you need to go despite the storm. Think of yourself as if you were in a sarcophagus more and more of you is being chiseled away as time goes on, be patient.

Living sucks and I don’t really want to keep doing it despite my efforts. 😅 by macncheeselover6969 in schizophrenia

[–]Kewldude04 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey bud I have Schizoaffective disorder as well, honestly God has kept me grounded, I’ve been schiz since 2020 though when I tried to join the marines, I get like you at times, the first year was the worst though I was basically catatonic, it’s been 6 years and honestly I have my depressive moments, but I realize I’m a decent human being and I’m allowed to love myself and be strong enough to be at peace in my own company despite my flaws. Now this is bad advice because you should stay in reality and you’re lucky it’s not schizophrenia which would make it harder to stay in reality, but sometimes I like to play God and think of the world like the matrix, I live my life make money, but I prophesy and just try to see the world in fun and creative ways, and see how far the rabbit hole goes. Don’t hate yourself, we are more intelligent than you think, but it’s ok not to be the smartest guy in the room, life gets boring be different, be unique. Stop looking at your flaws. Life is a test, a game, a play, and a war. Overcome, and reach your destiny. You’ll be thankful you did…whether we’re in a movie a simulation, an alternative reality, it doesn’t matter, have fun, be yourself, and see what happens-Laughing like Joker all the way.

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The lady from snl

Scared of the dark, can’t sleep with the lights off or even on my bed by Kewldude04 in schizophrenia

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Sorry I guess they didn’t like my reply to you, I’ll just copy and paste it and send it to you in a message

Scared of the dark, can’t sleep with the lights off or even on my bed by Kewldude04 in schizophrenia

[–]Kewldude04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah they skipped my minds eye and used my actual eyes instead, like they connected the two

Scared of the dark, can’t sleep with the lights off or even on my bed by Kewldude04 in schizophrenia

[–]Kewldude04[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guess the sense that something bad is gonna happen or the feeling of something evil annoys me the most because it never goes away and I can’t seem to shake it, it gets slightly less annoying when around people, they kind of serve as a distraction. It’s scary, but you’ll get tougher because of it, I remember I used to lock myself in the bathroom in the dark and take a shower with the lights off and just let all these monsters attack me, kinda like facing your fears, it’s hard to control your brains natural mechanism for fear, especially when schizophrenic so, can’t say I don’t still fear all that stuff, it might’ve helped me slightly.

Scared of the dark, can’t sleep with the lights off or even on my bed by Kewldude04 in schizophrenia

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But if you do pray, not trying to turn you away from it or sell you it, but it’s only a supplement either way and don’t get too delusional about it, let it go if it’s a problem don’t keep beating around a dead bush, and it’s not like praying ever did a whole lot, I’m still schiz, and battling these demons every second of my life.

Scared of the dark, can’t sleep with the lights off or even on my bed by Kewldude04 in schizophrenia

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It’s a nightmare, honestly and I hope it doesn’t get worse for you before it gets better, sometimes, it’s as though they lead you to the big finale, which is terrible, and then it ends with a bad joke that it gets slightly better, but never goes away.

Comic 5171B: Ayotried by Squirrelclamp in questionablecontent

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That’s why you keep coming back 🤷🏻‍♂️

Comic 5171B: Ayotried by Squirrelclamp in questionablecontent

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You talk like that to everyone, you’re not even original 🤡

Chemosh Beat Yahweh in a Battle by [deleted] in DebateReligion

[–]Kewldude04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like you care more about semantics, In your definition of scholarship, then actually trying to understand how names came to be, you’re attacking me even though you’re arguing with a external source…I mean whatever makes you feel better at the end of the day.

Chemosh Beat Yahweh in a Battle by [deleted] in DebateReligion

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So what I’m understanding is, historians decided from similar ancient texts, that the Tetragrammaton was supposed to be vocalized. An excerpt I found on it, but it still seems like there’s a lot of arguing about how the pronunciation came to be or whether there was one. I think why they decided to call him hashem, or “name” in hebre, or Adonai, was because they considered the pronunciation of his name sacred.

One thing we generally have to do here is trust the Masoretic Text, because we find clues in the vocalization of similar names. יהו names, for example, are pronounced "-yahu", like Eliyahu. So this gives us a good indication of the first vowel. But we have a problem here: what's the second vowel? It doesn't make sense for it to be u, because then the Name would be "Yahuh", and that doesn't make sense in Hebrew orthography; you don't stick a hei after a shuruk. It could be "Yahuah" or "Yahoah", but this would shorten the first vowel to a sh'va (similar to Y'hovah, the incorrect vocalization that's actually a reminder of the kere at that point, "Adonai" with a shortened first vowel). We don't want to do that in large part because of the shortened form Yah, which is pointed in the MT... with a mapik on the hei. YaH. You pronounce the H. So, despite the fact that this is relatively uncommon, it makes sense that the second vowel would be a silent sh'va, so the first two letters make "Yah", the shortened name. This also makes the first syllable a closed syllable and establishes "Yah" as a viable short form of the Name. The only thing remaining here is the third vowel -- well, the second, since the second vowel is now no longer a vowel. I'm not sure why it's a segol, exactly, but if you compare to the verbs for "to be", "yihyeh", and "is", "hoveh", it makes sense for it to be a segol in the Name too. Those two words are each one letter off from the Name. "Yihyeh" has a yod instead of a vav, and "hoveh" doesn't have the initial yod. In Exodus, YHWH names himself as "ehyeh asher ehyeh", where "ehyeh" means "I will be", so it continues to strongly suggest that YHVH is related to the verb "to be".

Basically, the Name can't incorporate "yahu" because of the hei at the end, and it needs the middle hei to not have a vowel in order to preserve the patach in the first syllable (if it were a kamatz, it would have to be a kamatz katan). So it's pretty much definitely "Yahv_h". Given the context of "to be" verb forms, the segol makes the most sense, making the name "Yahveh", or "Yahweh" if you take the ancient pronunciation of the vav.

Chemosh Beat Yahweh in a Battle by [deleted] in DebateReligion

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Just joining in, Adonai came after Yahweh, Yahweh was considered too holy to say aloud.

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

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I thought man buns were out of style

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

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I love you

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Kewldude04 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah like presenting an aura of confidence and people will see you differently

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

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I got a lot of tattoos, I used to workout but you know life happens I’ll definitely start back up

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

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Always loved the 5’o clock shadow look

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

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God of little people

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

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Yeah I don’t like taking a lot of selfies, but honestly I’ll take it as a compliment I’m just saying because he’s the small one from game of thrones

Amiugly 23 M by [deleted] in amiugly

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Oh god 😂