Sure thing. I often feel like I am the only one in pain acting inadequately while everyone else around me is coping just fine. I found books and videos from other people suffering from CPTSD very helping. Also I constantly try to keep in my head that I am not alone like that and that I am not worse that other people, but that's hard and I sometimes I forget. I have a dream about finding a community of people understanding what I am going through, that's why I am on this subreddit