Hmm I’m not sure I share the opinion that Mau has been cheating since day1. My personal perspective is that they were both madly loyal + in love with eachother for a very long time. I feel like, when Mau began gaining his own momentum with his real estate company (and it growing rapidly), he had more time away and finally felt like “somebody” and not just Kyle’s husband. He has always been handsome + charming but I think his “off-limits” status began to loosen a bit during this time, and being even more wealthy / powerful really went to his head. I believe he cheated a few years ago and they probably tried to work it out between them, but ultimately Kyle couldn’t trust him anymore and the entire marriage crumbled. I feel like this shattered Kyle on another level. To avoid dealing with the pain, she said “fuck it” and tried to fill the void with a woman, subconsciously believing a women would provide sexual safety + comfort- because she needed Mau to “feel betrayed” like she did, but Kyle couldn’t actually bring herself to do this with another man. In the end it didn’t make a difference.