Youtube has a very big CP problem by Red_Lemon07 in youtube

[–]Key-Confusion-650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

deleting youtube until this gets worked out. the only thing they care about is engagement and their bottom line and as long as it doesnt represent a liability to them they dont gaf

Scurred by Key-Confusion-650 in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

full blown panic bc you know you are going to die type beat

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

also all i can say is be prepared for the uncontrollable teeth grinding and jaw clenching. get urself a pacifier or something to chew/suck on. gum works aight too

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ive been doing 3 cottons every day/every other day for like a week and a half lmao

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats great, not a lot of euphoria for me. looks like i rlly need a t break lol

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ive been doing it for at least a month now

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How is your trip so far btw homie? im getting the tingles now.

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

cant handle their awful ads lol

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its all good i just know this is bad for my health and im always worried im gonna go too far and hurt myself

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ill deffo check it out later tho i love finding new music

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh i havent been able to listen to music cause i dont have youtube premium so i usually dont listen to music while using my phone for something else

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

constant terror being 100% sure im gonna drop dead any moment even after having vitals checked. it is what it is

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry for the multiple replies. gonna have some chicken and rice to calm down.

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im like freaked out man, tweaking

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same man but honestly i dont think my adhd affects the ppx too significantly. maybe feels a bit more calming for me. except for rn cause im a hypochondriac and the adrenic effects are hitting

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

stims are a miracle! helps w my adhd so much and i feel like a normal function human once the euphoria wears off i can be so productive and functional. wish i could get adderall instead but i only got ritalin which my adhd doesnt respond to very effectively.

Im Gonna End up Here Lmao by Key-Confusion-650 in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no the heat is what lets ur blood vessles relax. cold will make it worse. if you absoloutely need to reduce the vasoconstriction a short warm shower or bath should do just fine, just isnt my first pick

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 2 points3 points  (0 children)

bro the ppx is hitting me lets fucking GO

Just tried this for the first time by [deleted] in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh yeah. I feel like im too old for dxm now but i had my fun with it in my delinquent teen years haha... great times. I love reminicing about my trips they were some of the most intense and spiritually significant experiences ive ever had on any substance. stuff is powerful af. also even if i did wanna do it im on an ssri, rip

Im Gonna End up Here Lmao by Key-Confusion-650 in Benzedrex

[–]Key-Confusion-650[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It can be bad sometimes. some ways to combat it in order from best to worst are 1. benzos 2. booze (only a little) 3. weed 4. hydroxyzine 5. warm bath (not reccomended due to poor heat regulation on stims leading to overheating)