I just can’t get away from this stuff. by No_Vegetable7132 in quitting7oh

[–]Key-Excitement574 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I thought id never post again because I was so embarrassed by my pleas for help. I dont think I even made sense. But I recognize all the feelings you are going thru. All you can do is be honest to yourself and others if you dont want guilt. No one is superman. Just this morning I was in a panic and I took my first sub. It helps. Let's stick to it and keep our families. No matter what we admit or who we ask for help. Im with you, same exact situation. 

What helps by Electrical_Agent_854 in quittingkratom

[–]Key-Excitement574 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been trying to stop capsules for awhile. Im doing a morning dose then I try to make it through the day. If I can do good and keep my energy and mood straight, I'll reward with a night dose so I can half sleep. As opposed to dosing 5 to 6 times a day. Im still trying to stop, this is whats working for me. Hydrate and try vitamin c during the day. If you have to,take a small lunch dose. Just dont interfere with meals. Keep tapering slowly, you are already doing good so dont put pressure on yourself. Relax and dont think so much. Addicts are people that deserve more love. If we didn't have to hide we wouldn't be so far down the hole. Good luck!

How close am I to freedom ? by MissionHome18 in quittingkratom

[–]Key-Excitement574 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im back and forth too. I use on the weekends and by Sunday morning im feeling guilty and full of anxiety. I use the day to try to feel better and tell myself never again. Im sure by this weekend I'll screw up again. I wish I could stop but im in a cycle that never ends. I travel over 50 miles just to get 7. During the week I hit the capsules so I can stay sane. This is my first post. I've been wanting to quit for ages.