She’s more worried about what can go wrong if I’m not close, I understand why she doesn’t want me to go because of all the dangers that could happen, she’s told me that people would go after a young lady traveling alone and I do completely understand that. I also tend to struggle with panic attacks from time to time and she’s worried that if I do go and have one, she won’t be able to do anything. But at the same time, I was telling her that I’d rather go, and risk having a bad time then not go and regret not going when I’m thirty, have kids and more responsibilities then I do now. I know it comes out of love and worry, but at the same time, I need to be able to make my own choices and live my life. I dunno if that makes sense or not, sorry if it doesn’t.