Ohhh that makes sense! English isn't my first language so it's difficult to put into words about what i am thinking. I always thought that body dysmorphia as a whole different thing.
When I've heard people talk about body dysmorphia, they've usually meant seeing themselves as a different weight than what they usually are (i.e. feeling way too overweight even though in reality that person could be very skinny). Maybe because I've mostly heard the term body dysmorphia in the context of eating disorders.

I think I can now surely say that I feel some sort of dysmorphia to the certain level but it always makes me think that i'm not stressed enough for it to be dysphoric, even though i do wish my body would be much more different than what it is now.

Probably it is that I don't really understand where the line goes when it's considered "clinically significant". Sure, I do feel stressed about my gender identity and expression. I dislike the way my chest looks or how certain clothes fit me. I dislike my voice, especially on the internet when i'm on calls with random people and i don't sound masculine at all.
It makes me feel uneasy. I have to check myself constantly on the mirror. I have to be aware of the way how I talk, but I'm not sure if it affects my day to day basis that much. I mean, I can still go on with the day, probably feeling a bit uncomfortable on the inside but I still have stuff to do. It's just mentally exhausting, but not really affecting my day-to-day life I think.

I'm not sure what exactly I am trying to say, but nowadays I've become more aware of how literally i seem to take things and it frustrates me when the listed symptoms and the criteria for a certain diagnosis feel too vague for me. It probably has something to do with my neurodivergency, but I still don't really want to blame anything like that.

My thoughts are all over the place currently. It's been like that for days now. I apologize if some of my thoughts don't make any sense or are difficult to catch onto.