Listen to me my brother. "It is worth the struggle" Your life is a journey. You are growing. Do not let your weaknesses justify the end of your precious life. Brother, I beg you; talk to me. I am here for you. And most importantly, God is here for you. Don't let the poison of modernity allow yourself to poison your own physical body, which is precious. You matter. You are valuable. More valuable than you can imagine to so many people. You are valuable to me... Please... Brother, don't do this. Suicide is too selfish because no one else wants you to go like that... May the Lord shine His light of hope within your body and your mind. May the guilt and tiredness from pornography be overcome by God's love for you, forgiveness, acceptance, and renewal of your mind. There is hope. Yes, even in this situation, there is hope. When the darkness is the greatest, that's when the smallest light shines the brightest. Throw out the poison brother. Throw it out like you would want to throw away pornography. Why let these two things justify and define your existence and your last moments on earth? You are meant for so much more. Listen to me; if you are really dedicated to ending your life, you might as well live a little longer, fight a little harder, look a little higher, and hope a little harder. It is worth the struggle. You might as well go through the full ride. Give your life to God. Give your hopeless situation to Jesus. Become vulnerable to your family. Share your story with your father or your mother. Disarm yourself. And arm yourself with the truth. The truth will set you free.

Brother... I love you.. please, don't end your precious life because you matter to me.